We had a wonderful weekend. We bonded and had fun together, Just thinking about how can I live with just Jinki alone by my side makes me giggle. I’ll tell you something. I remember when we were elementary kids,I was in the first grade. Mom went to send me to school with her car but didn’t even bother to ask me what’s happening inside. it was the normal parent’s day and I didn’t tell my mother about the event cause I know she will be busy at work. That time, My appa is not with us anymore. I went to school alone frowning cause I see all these kids holding their parent’s hands. My teacher came to me and said

“Minjung is not with her mom?”

I just shook my head and cried. It was so disappointing and frustrating. I feel so alone, like nobody cares about me. Then little Jinki came to my direction and patted my shoulders. I looked at him with crying eyes

“What’s wrong? Where is eomonim?” he asked cutely. I remember his eyes, they were really cute

I didn’t answer him. I just ran to hug him and cried in his shoulders.

The thing is, Jinki has been with me ever since. He had been protecting me all these years. Im thinking what if I didn’t meet him. Will I be this happy today? Of course I’m not

And that time, our two little hands wrapped together and he pulled me to where the program was and I sat with with his mom

“From now on, my mom will be your mom too so please don’t cry” He gave me his lollipop and opened it for me as his mom patted his head

**

I skipped school as I promised. I’ll be going to a recording today. Jinki had been really demanding that I should go before he leaves. Yeah he is leaving today. Their schedules are really full. They will be starting their World tour and yet here they are recording for a music program. They are the  special guest and will perform three songs

I’m here in their dorm, looking at them while they all bump on each other cause they’ll be late and their manager will arrive soon. So this is what a SHINee day looks like. They are goofy during free time but they're panicky but serious when they work. I am a fan. I always watch their performances and they look professional when they are on stage. They are all charismatic and focused on what they are doing.

“Are you alright?” I asked them

“Yeah!” Jonghyun smiled at me

“Ya! The five of you come here”

They all looked at me but followed. Thank goodness. I fixed their clothes, their hair, their accessories one by one. I know that even though they are still be going to have their make up on the set but that moment they exited their dorm, People will be looking

“There... all better” I told them and they smiled. Such babies

“Thank you noona!” Taemin said

“We really need someone to babysit us” Key joked

I looked at Jinki and he is just smiling at me.

“Did you guys packed your things already?” I asked them

“NE!”

And there, their manager came to pick us up

“Oh~ it’s a miracle you’re all ready”

“Noona helped” I looked at manager nim and bowed to him.

“Minjung ssi is coming with us today?”

“ne”

“Okay then, let’s all get to the van and go to the venue”

Jonghyun sat in front, talking to their manager. The three little kids are in front of us while Jinki and I are at the back. He has not been talking much lately. I placed my hand on his knee and caressed it

“Is everything alright?” I asked in concern

“Yeah~ Its just that I’ll be going later and Im gonna mi