Fifty Five.
Behind His Idol LifeI am lying on the bed. My back and head still hurts. My nurse keeps on checking if Im alright. Jinki stayed with me and it’s almost six. My mom and Eomonim went home to get us some clothes leaving us alone here.
“So...”
“Hm?”
“Do you want to eat?”
“Yes..”
“What do you want, I’ll get it for you”
“I’m sick of hospital food. I want a hot chicken soup”
“Okay..”
He turned around and got his jacket. He’s leaving me
“Jinki..”
“Yes? Anything else?”
“Can you just call my mom to buy it outside..I don’t want you to leave”
For the longest time, I saw him blush.
“Okay.”
There was this silence between us, again.
“I haven’t seen your dongsaengs”
“They’re busy for our comeback”
“And you?”
“I’ll stay here until you’re fine”
He went closer and sat beside me
“I am fine”
“No. You’re not. If I mean fine, completely fine. I don’t want to risk leaving you alone again”
He kissed my temple then to my cheeks. He’s getting sweet. How can I ever get mad to this man now?
“But you’ll miss a lot”
“But I’ll miss you more”
That’s it! I really want to hit myself. I think my inner self is making one thousand cartwheels now. I smiled at him and blushed. I rested my head on his shoulder and it feels warm, always.
“Have you forgiven me?” he asked suddenly, looking down to meet my gaze
“Not completely, you have to work for it”
I have forgiven you a long time ago, Jinki, if you only knew. Because I love you so much
“I will”
He smiled. His signature smile. The one that I miss so much. How I wish I can see it all day.
“So do you want to go out?”
“It’s dark outside”
“Let’s just stroll”
“I cant walk properly and maybe mom is on their way”
“I’ll request for a wheelchair. Come on, you also need some fresh air baby”
Baby...I blushed again
“Okay”
“I’ll get it”
He came back with a smile on his face and a wheelchair in front of him
“Let’s just stroll while waiting for them”
“Okay, but let’s be quick okay”
“Okay, don’t worry, I am here. You are safe. I wont let anything happen to you”
“I trust you” Big word but I am
“I'm glad to hear that”
“Why are you busy texting?”
“Just our manager, don’t mind it”
He placed his phone in his pocket and we went down...Him pushing me from the back
The scent of fresh night air is really relaxing
“Are you cold?”
“A little”
“Here, you can have my jacket”
He kneeled and wrapped it around me
“Better?”
“Yes. How about you?”
“I’ll be fine.”
I smiled. His cute little gestures really make my heart melt in an instant.
Then we moved to this dark place. I can only hear the trees moving because of the wind.
“Jinki, isn’t it too dark here?”
“Jinki?”
“Jinki?”
“Yah Lee Jinki where are you. I swear... Im gonna—“
Then suddenly, beautiful lights are in front of me. It was like magic.
That’s when I saw him standing there in front of me, holding some fl
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