MINJUNG’S POV

I woke up from a buzz on my phone. I sat down and rubbed eyes. I got one message and it’s from an unknown number.

“Park Minjung, we know who you are and WE will hunt you down”

“, back off and stay away from SHINee or you’ll be dead”

And a lot more messages.  I can’t believe they tracked my number just like that. Who are these possessive obsessive fans? I can’t help but to cry. I’m scared. Really scared. Will I say this to Jinki? but I don’t want him to stress out and get mad. I don’t want to bother them just because of me. Who am I right?

I was surprised when the door opened. It was Jinki. I quickly wiped my tears and I can the concern in his eyes. He ran into me and hugged me.

“What’s wrong?”

“I just had a bad dream”

“Are you sure?”

I hugged him. I want to cry but I need to hold back my tears. I want to be strong for us. I remember his words “I’m not exposing this relationship because I value it”  I hugged him tightly. He is the only one that I am holding on right now.

He pushed me a little, looking into my eyes. Like finding what’s wrong with me or what’s bothering me. He kissed my cheeks and smiled. I smiled at him just to make sure that I look fine.

“Want to taste kibum’s pasta? It’s delicious I promise”

“Okay”

We went to the kitchen and there were the four of them, patiently waiting for us.

“Noona, sit down. You should taste this”Jonghyun smiled at me

Onew pulled my seat and I smiled at his act. Such a gentleman.

“Noona, are you okay?” Key asked

“Y-Yes”

“Hyung! What did you do to noona?” Taemin asked Onew like holding a gun, ready to shot him

“Ya! I didn’t do anything”

I laughed at their cuteness “I just had a bad dream” I said to them

Hoping that its just a dream. How can I be able to walk freely after this?

“C-Can we just eat?” I suggested and they all smiled.

**

Onew walked me home. His hands are so warm and soft like little paws wrapping around my cold fingers

“Are you sure you’re really okay?” he asked once again as we are walking

“I’m fine, I told you it was just a bad dream”

“I know you and you seem so troubled”

“I just cant get over it”

“You know that I am always here for you right?”

“Yes”

And there was silence between us as we were passing the second street.

“I’ll be really busy for the next months starting tomorrow. I’ll be on my practice for the next album. Will you be okay?”

“I think I can manage. I need to focus on my school too”

Later did I know, we were on my front porch. He kissed my forehead then down to my cheeks to my lips

“I’ll really