It’s 7 pm and I’m looking for Onew. I asked Key and Taemin but they said they haven’t seen him. I asked Sulli and she’s clueless. She was also looking for Luna that time. Weird, they are both missing at the same time. Maybe they are together. NO.

I searched around the area and there was a shed outside. I dared to take a peak, and two familiar figures are outside. There are no bright lights, just the two of them. I got nervous all of a sudden. My heart is telling me that it’s Onew but my mind says, it cant be him.

I moved closer just to confirm and its him, with Luna ssi. They are talking and I cant hear a single word. Now their faces are clear. I can see both of them. Onew stood up but Luna grabbed his hands. Onew looked at him and said something. Luna’s face was all worried. Like the don’t-leave-me face.

She stood up, not letting go of my boyfriend’s hand and Onew doesn’t even let go of hers. Luna was babbling words to him and she got closer. Then next thing i know

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She was tiptoe-ing

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Holding each other’s hand

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Kissing...

Tears started to roll in my eyes. I cant even process everything that’s happening. I wanted to close my eyes but i cant, my heart is telling me not to. My heart is telling me that i should confirm that they really did it.

But everything is spinning around me and all i can do is run. The pain, the anger, the jealousy...It’s all happening at the same time. I want to scream. I want to let go of this suffocating feeling inside. I want to curse, i want to be mad but most of all...I want to believe that it didn’t happened. It didn’t happened the Onew cheated on me...

I entered our room and Sulli was there. I hide my face and lounged myself to bed. I covered my whole body with a blanket and ignored the world. I tried to close my eyes and fall asleep but i cant. The scene keeps on repeating in my head

It’s painful and I cant breathe.

The door opened and I heard Luna’s voice.. She was humming and it irritates me more

“You seem so happy” sulli told her

“Something just happened” she answered back

“I was looking for you, where did you go?”

“Somewhere nice”

“I borrowed this”

I put my earphones on and ignored them.

**

I opened my eyes and It’s already Morning...My dream...it’s even worse than what i have seen last night.. Onew broke up with me..

Im still dealing out the things that happened yesterday..Everything was real...

I looked at my phone and Onew had 3 messages and 4 missed calls

I didn’t dare to call him back nor read his messages. I don’t care.

It’s still early and I don’t know what to do. I want to get out from here but I’m not familiar with the place. THIS IS HELL. If i lock up myself in this room, surely Jinki will come here to visit me and I don’t want