As Onew was in the bathroom, I lay on the bed and combed my hair. I noticed his phone and one name keeps on flashing : 8 messages maybe.

I slide it: Luna

My blood starts to boil once again and I can’t help but to think what is happening between them. I never touch Jinki’s private things like his phone unless I say so. It’s his property not mine but this time I am really curious.

I grabbed his phone, slide it and read his messages...

“Oppa~”

“Mianhe~”

“that was so rude for me to act that way”

“Can we be friends again?”

“Please Oppa?”

“can I get a reply?”

“I’ll be waiting oppa~”

There are no messages sent by Jinki and that’s a relief. I don’t know what to do when I knew they have secret conversations. But still I get this jealous feeling. I have no good impression about this girl and I don’t know how to even treat her as one of Jinki’s friends

He went out in the bathroom with his cute heart printed pajamas I gave him for Christmas. That was just to but it ended up that it became his favourite

“I-I looked at your phone”

He laid beside me and looked at me puzzled. He grabbed his phone and checked on his messages

“It’s her”

“Yes” I answered

“I’m not cheating on you” he assured and caressed my cheeks

“I know” I closed my eyes

“But I have to talk to her. Its not like I can ignore her forever. We are one family and we need to strengthen our bond as SM artist. Can I do that?” he asked me

“Okay” I answered shortly

“but you’re not okay with it”

“It’s just that—“

“Minjung, I love you. The thing I have for Luna is nothing” he lifted my chin and looked into my eyes

“But I can stop talking to her if that’s what you want”

“NO. It’s just that—“

“That what baby?”

“I’m jealous.”

“Why would you be?”

“People like you with her. They ship you. They say you look cute together and both of you are compatible. When I read those I just want to get mad but I keep thinking that nothing is real. You both look good in pictures and the fact that you can just post them freely. I just cant stop comparing the time you walked me home and it created chaos. I just wanted us to interact freely, that everybody knows that I’m your girlfriend...But I know that I need to understand that it can’t happen and that your fans will never like me”

“You understand that I’m not exposing this relationship cause I value it right?” I nodded

“I don’t want you hurt and they will love you cause I love you”

Then he kissed my lips and pulled me to bed. I lay my head on his chest as he was paying with my hair, kissing my temple

“Dont think about it. I’ll be here” he assured ”Just rest and sleep” I nodded once again and kissed him goodnight

**

I woke up from million kisses on my face.

“Hey wake up” and a kiss on my cheeks

I didn’t open my eyes, I want to sleep more. It’s our last day today here in Jeju and I don’t know what is in store for us when we go back

“Wake up, up, up” a kiss on my neck, lips, nose with every word he says

I moaned, I don’t know if I should be mad or what. It feels kind of romantic just waking up beside him, with him on the same bed. I cant help but to think that if we get m