I’ve waited a month and a half just to have a single day with Jinki after their promotions. Its been so hard to contact him or its so rare for him to reply on my text. Yes, he calls me 3 times every two weeks but that’s not enough. I miss him...so much. Yes I know their dorm is just a walk away to my new house but everytime I check it, the guard says theyre not there. Jinki told me that they are just having 3 hours of sleep before starting their morning again. Thats how dedicated they are in their work.

So this time, I managed to set a date for the both of us. We will meet at the park and I don’t know how he will manage that but he agreed so I need to prepare my clothes now. 4 o clock this afternoon, I get to see him by then. You can just imagine how I am nervous right now. I just want that date to be really perfect since we haven’t been seeing for the last month. I ran into my closet and changed my clothes. Since Jinki like me wearing dresses, I wore a yellow dress hanging just above my knee. I put a light make up since I think it will be sunny today.  What shoes should I wear? I cant decide.

Then my doorbell just rang. I thought jinki and I will meet in the park, so who is this? I opened the door and to my surprise, it’s Kayoung.

“Minjung-ah~” she said excitedly and jumped into me

Kayoung has been my friend since middle school days. It’s true that Jinki had been my best friend my whole life but I also need some girl talk to someone and I cant do that to Jinki.

“You’re here~” I smiled at her

“I told you, I will be coming”

“But not today”

“Why? Do you have something to do today?”

“I have a date with my boyfriend”

“Who? Jinki again?”

One thing I didn’t say, Ever since Jinki had been training to SM and noticed how he just leave me when he need to practice annoys Kayoung so much. She knows Jinki is an idol now and I told her no one should know about our relationship.

“Yes, I need to go now but first, help me choose my shoes”

“Okay” she said excitedly

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“I’ll be going now or I’ll be late”

“Okay, Be safe and you look pretty dear” she hugged me again as I said goodbye

“We will have our time later. Make yourself feel at home okay?”

“Okay. You should go now or that Jinki will wait”

I smiled and headed to the park...

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I sat down on a bench waiting for him. How will he look like today? Of course he will surely be handsome. I smiled at the thought. I really miss him.

10 minutes had passed...

He might be running late. Maybe he has a recording right now. The park is really beautiful today since its not that crowded. Children are playing happily with their freebie. There are also a lot of cute dogs around. There were kids running around but this kid was crying because her balloon fly off to the tree and her sister cant do anything. I approached them and asked if she want another balloon. That little girl finally smiled. I wonder how will I be as a mother of my child...

30 minutes had passed and I decided to