Five days and she is still not waking up. They have been monitoring her regularly and they said that she is responding well so she might wake up anytime soon. As much as possible I didn’t left the hospital but my mom had to nag at me all day.

Why cant they understand that I need to be here?

Her mom arrived a day before and I weakened as I see Eomonim crying

“Eomonim..”

“Jinki-ah, where is my daughter”

“They said she’s fine...”

“But-But what happened?”

“S-She went to see me and the next thing I know, she got hit by a car..and...I saw her...On the floor... and”

Immediately, she hugged me. I didn’t expect that. I was hoping for a slap on my face but no..

“Shhh darling,” she said as she cries

“Im so sorry Eomnim, its all my fault. Dont be too kind on me, I deserved every hurtful word from you. I promised to protect your daughter but I didn’t..I’m not a man of my word”

“Stop crying sweetie, Everything will be fine. I know my daughter so well. She’s just taking a rest. She’s strong and she wouldn’t want to see you crying right now”

“I’m really sorry”

She pats my back until I stopped crying.

**

“Hyung!” I heard Key said as the four members entered the room

“Oh? Arent you busy today?”

“No, Manager nim gave us a day off and we decided to visit you here with noona”

“Thanks.”

“And we bought you chicken so eat up. We wont leave here until you wont finish that. You’re getting skinny” Key nagged at me. I stood up and ruffled his hair

I went on the couch and eat with my dongsaengs. I realized that in the short time that I have met them..I always miss them frequently. Jonghyun’s green jokes, Minho’s seriousness, taemin’s cuteness and Key’s nagging.

“Hyung!” Minho waved his hands in front of me

“Ne?”

“You’re smiling. Nice to see that” Jonghyun smiled back

“I just remembered something”

“Hyung, Jonghyunnie hyung has been messing with your bed in the dorms and he is also using my stuffs. Tell him to stop doing that” Taemin said it like a cute kid wanting me to revenge for him as he stuff his chicken in his mouth

“Slow down Minnie”

“Im hungry”

“Fans have  been worrying about you. We always say, Onew hyung will come soon. If only you could see their eyes.”

“I’ll be back once Minjung is fine”

“You love her so much”

“More than anything. And everything that happened..It’s all my fault. I should have been more careful with my actions”

“Stop blaming yourself. If Minjung noona is awake she probably kicked your ” Jonghyun warned

“She would do that. She will kill me once she wakes up”

And they all laughed knowing at how Minjung is so tough.

Suddenly, in the middle of our meal, my phone suddenly rang non stop.

I check and it’s our manager. Once he’s not stop calling, it must be so urgent.

“Why Is manager nim calling me? Did the four of you did something wrong this time?”

“Anio!” they said synchronized

I slide the green call button..

“Yeobseyo?”

“Onew sii”

“Ne?”

“Are you with the four?”

“Yes. Why hyung? Did they make trouble?”

“No.No.”

“Then what is it?”

“Im sorry Onewsii, I know this is not a good time for you but my assistant just signed a Tv appearance of the five of you on a show. I cant cancel that. It’s my fault. I should have just checked it myself. It needs the five of you”

“Now?”

“Later at 3pm. You must be there”

“Okay hyung...We cant do anything about that”

“Im sorry again”

“We’ll be there”

I hang up. As much as I want to stay here, I don’t