9 pm. Just an hourmore. But first I need to talk to someone. I deserve an explanation to this. She just ruined my relationship even more. What’s with the confirmation of a romantic relationship? I never ever see her as another woman when I’m with my girlfriend.

I called her, hoping she’s going to pick up. Jung ah had been ignoring my calls

“Noona!”

“Onew ya!”

“MEET ME NOW!”

I commanded her. I want to get angry but she’s still a girl but she also needs to be mature and act like her age.

I am on the restaurant where we always hangout. 5 minutes...10 minutes...15 minutes and she’s here, dressing in her simple after practice clothes. I let her sat down first before I bombard her with questions

“Do you want to eat something?”

“No.”

“Are you sure?”

“Yes. Just say what you want to say”

“I don’t understand you!”

“Why I did that?”

“Yes. Why do you have to put me in this situation?”

“Why cant you see it?”

“See what?”

“That I like you!”

“WHAT?!”

“I like you Onew, I want you to be my boyfriend!”

“I cant be. I have a girlfriend and I love her”

“Do you have her now?”

“so you said those false statements so that I can be yours? So that Minjung will break up with me?”

“I can do a lot of things Onew”

“Are you even the noona I knew?”

“I have always been”

“You’re sick!”

“but I know you will fall for me either ways”

“I will not do mistakes again”

I exited to place and went outside. How can she do that when I trusted her? That the most bull reason I ever encountered in my life, like what the hell is her problem. She must know that she crossed the line

“Onew!”

“what? Just stay away from me, stay away from us!”

“There is no you and Minjung anymore”

“I will get her back”

“You will not”

“What?”

Then she just grabbed my face and forced it on her lips. I pushed her with all my might but then she smirked

“she’s looking at you right now”

“What?”

I looked around and Minjung was just standing feet away....WHAT THE HELL!

**

I was thinking if I should   consider going back to relationship with Onew again. My heart says yes but my mind says No. My heart says I love him but my head says I don’t want to be hurt again. My heart says go to him but my head says it should be over

Heart vs. Mind

Then I received a text message from an unknown number

“meet me, now if you want to talk to me about Onew” –Jung Ah

I went out and went to the place she just texted me too. I want to clear things up with her.The last thing I heard from Onew was that her statements are all lies and she just made them up. I want toask her what’s her motive? Does he like Onew or what?

I was on my way. It’s one bus away from home. I’m meeting Onew in an hour, giving him the chance to explain himself.

As I was walking near the restaurant..