ONEW'S POV

I was in the middle of my shooting as a part for our upcoming music video. Lately has been so stressful that i have to manage my time. After thirty minutes, i was done and taemin was the next one. I approached the area where coordi noonas are in and she immediately went to me and wiped my sweat. I’m not used to this. It was always Minjung who wipes my sweat during the day.

“HYUNG!” key shouted with his high pitch voice

“What is it Key?” everyone looked at him

He handed me his phone and damn, i was shocked.

“SHINee’s Leader Onew, spotted walking with an anonymous girl near their dorm”

I recalled what day was this and it was yesterday when i walked Minjung home. I may look calm outside but I’m freaking out inside. What will i do if they find out that it was Minjung, my girlfriend. She can be in the worst situation right now.

I dialled her number but a sudden call was coming. It was from our manager

He scolded me and told me that i should have been more careful since I want to keep up my relationship. I know I should have been but I never thought that fans will still be looking out even in the night. I apologized a million times and will try to fix this up and our manager hangs up. Good thing he was not here. He went back to SMe to check on something.

“Eotokke?” Kibum asked

“Molla” I said

I went outside and called her. I am really worried but I need to be calm for her.

“What is it baby? I’m sorry i just finished some recording”

“Jinki-ah~ have you read the news?”

“A-Anio”

“Open it. Our pictures are in there”

There was a moment of silence between us. I sigh...a deep sigh...

“Dont worry about this. It will just fly by with time”

“But—“

“Are you afraid?”

“Yes”

“Do you want me to go there?”

“No. And besides you  cant, you’re busy” still worried about me after all this

“I can prioritize you first” I just want her to know that I am here for her

 “A-ANIO, i can go to school on my own”

“Be careful and don’t worry, you have me. Just give me a call”

Then she hung up. I hope she feels better than a minute ago.

**

We finished recording after 3 hours with all the changing of outfits, dancing a million time just for it to be perfect. Fans are anticipating for this. I am worried about a lot of things right now.

First. I am worried about my girlfriend. Will she be alright? Second, what if this issue will affect the group? It will be all because of me. Third, will  I have that courage to face this?

My members went near me. We talked and they gave some advices.

“Hyung, everything will be alright” Taemin said

“Just be strong for the both of you. She may look tough but believe me hyung girls are fragile” Jonghyun added

“Talk to her. That’s the best way” Minho suggested

“I think staying together will be the best solution. Don’t let this knock down