JUNG AH’S POV

Onew. A dongsaeng who caught my eye the first time we met. It was in a recording in a Music show. He was really polite and respectful. SHINee. Theyre all good looking but Onew has these qualities I like in men. I like younger guys.

One day, I checked on him backstage before their turn to perform on stage in front of their fans. After a day, I saw on the News that there must be something on between us for me to visit. At that time, I never felt anything for him but after we shared some text messages and got to know him...I started to fall...

The thing is he still doesn’t know

He became very vocal to me. He told me he has a girlfriend right now and believe me that broke my heart the most. He seems so in love with her but I didn’t even know her face up to this day while I was scanning his phone.

“Noona are you listening?” he said and looked at me

“Y-Yes.”

“Then what should I do?”

“about what?”

“See youre not listening”

“I just didn’t heard it properly, you silly kid”

“So as I was saying, im having this major problem with her and that earlier this morning before we started recording, Lee Soo Man told us that he will retire as the CEO and someone will replace him. I also met him earlier. He told me to go to his office. He talked to me about my relationship with Minjung”

“Then what did he say?”

“He told me what Lee Soo Man told me on my first day”

“And that is?”

“To break up with her for my career”

“Then are you willing to do it?”

“No. I love her so much”

“as you’ve said, she has been receiving these stuffs from fans. Dont you think that she had gone through enough?”

“Then should I quit as a singer?”

“Then how about your members? They need you. Think for the best. Break up if you can if it’s for the good”

“I don’t know.”

“Just think about it.”

I’m thinking that if he breaks up with her, I might get a shot with him. I can be the one to help him move on right?

“Dont be gloomy Onew-yah~ Let’s have a stroll”

“Ara.”

So we walked along the streets after I parked my car. He is really charming. To be very honest, I feel sparks when im with him.I just want him to be with me

I have also noticed some reporters around but I don’t care. Bring out the new if they want. As if I won’t like it.

“Onew yah~ I have this thing that relaxes me”

“What is it?”

“This”

I handed him my mouth vapour. Some may say it’s an electric cigarette but its not. I just use it cause I love the flavours

“What is this?”

“A vapour perfume”

“okay”

“Just sip it and taste the sweet tutti fruity flavour”

“Thanks Noona!”

Just like a happy kid, he accepted my gift.

“Why don’t we have drinks tomorrow? You can also invite your members, My treat”

“Are you sure? Dont you have schedules?”

“I don’t”

“Okay”

“I’ll send you to your dorm”

We went back to my car, me on the driver’s seat. I  know he thinks that we are just close friends but I know we can be more than that. I just know...

“Thanks for helping me today”

“Its nothing, just call me Onew yah~”

“Ne”

He waved at me and I drove back to our company. I’m starting to think, does he really love that girl. His statement keeps on repeating in my head “ should I quit as a singer?”. He is willing to give up his career for that girl. He is willing to give up everything for her.

**

“Hyung where have you been? Manager nim was looking for you?” Taemin who is the only member who is willing to talk to me right now

I understand that I did wrong to Jonghyun and I said im sorry but he is still not speaking to me. I can feel the tension between us. Problems are all piled up now. I don’t know how to fix them one by one.

“I went out with Jung ah noona”

“Okay hyung”

“Key goon, where is Minho?”

“He went out”

“Did he told any of you what time will he come back?”

“No. He said, he doesn’t want to be here because of your conflict with Jonghyun hyung”

I sighed. Wow, key is so straight forward.

“Then where is Jonghyun?”

“In his room”

I went inside his room immediately. He was on his phone and he looked at me after I suddenly barged at his place

“Why are you here?”

“Come on, we need to talk”

“Did you have fun with your noona?”

“WHAT?”

“It’s all over the news. It says here you went on a date with After School’s Jung ah and you were even smoking. You went to a restaurant to have a date”

“That’s not what it meant. We just had a talk”

“You’re having a conflict with your girlfriend while you have a date with someone else. What a good leader”

This time I punched him making him land on the floor. He just smirked at me and it totally pissed me off. Taemin and Key went running to look what happened and Jonghyun’s lips are bleeding

“What did the two of you do?” Key shouted at us

“Dont you even talk to me like that Kim Jonghyun!” I shouted in anger

“I don’t know why you are explaining to me. Why don’t you