Onew banged the wall behind me, pinning me on it. I’ve never seen him this angry before but i didn’t care to close my eyes. I never did anything wrong it was his fault..all his.

I looked at him in the eyes, showing that i am not afraid but inside I’m trembling. My heart is aching and my stomach is swirling. There’s anger in his eyes and i can see a spot of jealousy.

“Where did you go?!” he asked me

I didn’t answer instead, I looked at my left avoiding his eyes. This talk will not make any sense. Is he mad at me for going to the market with Wooyoung? I was the one to tell him not to go home yet cause i don’t want to see Onew’s damn face right now

How about me? Did he ever thought about what i felt when they kissed? Did he heard anything from me? Did i do something? NO.

“I said Where did you go?!”

“WAE?!” i burst out

“tell me?!”

“Why do you even care?!”

Now we are shouting at each other. I tried to push him in his chest but he is too strong for me. He grabbed both of my wrists and pinned me on the wall.

“Minjung don’t be so stubborn. I’m pissed and I’m asking you where did you go!? For God’s sake Minjung!”

“Wae?! WAE?! Did i asked you where did you go last night?! Have you heard anything from me when you kissed that damn woman?! Did you ever thought about how i will feel while you were holding her hands? Jinki NO!”

“Dont curse.”

“So that’s all what you will say to me? Dont Curse? Why do I even have to give a about this? I saw everything you don’t have to explain things to me. I believed in you..I believed that you will never do those things to me but guess I’m wrong. I DONT WANT TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT THIS”

His eyes soften for a little as tears were once again rolling into my cheeks. I cant help it. Everytime i look in his eyes...The same scene keeps on repeating again and again...and i cant do anything

He leaned his body closer and I hit his chest a couple of times

”I don’t want to be near you idiot!”

“Let’s stop this~”

“STOP WHAT?!”

“I don’t know if you will believe me that it meant nothing to me. I was shocked myself. She said she has a problem to talk about and next thing that happened. I tried to leave her but she grabbed my hand. I know i should have done things but i was stunned at that moment...”

Then tears were forming in his eyes..Onew...My Jinki is crying

“You don’t know how i was worried about you..I called and texted you but you didn’t respond..I visited you in your room even though i know Luna was also there. I have to check on you to be sure you are fine..You were covered with a blanket and i saw tear stains in your cheeks. This morning i was looking for you to ask what’s wrong but you were not there and came home with a guy...The most painful part is you just passed by me..Ignoring me..Like an invisible man that you cant see.”

He kissed my forehead and drops of his tears were running into my cheeks

“Minjung...I don’t want to lose you...You are everything to me..all this stress, you are my only source of strength cause i know you believe in me more than anyone else. I ruined everything. It’s all my fault, I don’t ask you to forgive me easily but please believe me”

I cant even say a word and tears are just running in my cheeks. I rested my head in his shoulders, crying like a baby. I believe him but it’s hard to forget things. I don’t know...

“Jinki...”

We looked at each other’s eyes and he let go of his gr