Onew is still holding me in his arms, nuzzling my hair.

“You have no idea how much I missed you. I cant focus on what I am doing. It’s your fault”

“Ya! How can you say that? I miss you too”

Then we heard a knock on my door. It startled us and we immediately broke our hug. I was blushing to death and adrenaline rush just took all of me

“Minjunggie?”

“Mom”

“I have something for you. I bought cupcakes”

“Okay mom, just a minute”

“I’ll just leave it here. Be sure to share it with Jinki, I know he’s there”

Jinki and I stared at each other with a shocked face. How does she know? Is mom peeking at us?

“I saw him climb a while ago. Don’t worry”

“Thanks mom”

“Thank you eomoni”

I opened the door and mom is still there. She went in my room and looked at us

“I was about to scold you awhile ago young man but I was worried to startle you and might fall”

“I’m sorry to worry you”

“It’s okay dear. Are you sleeping here?”

“Can I?”

“Of course you’re always welcome here and you know that. I’ll get some of Minjung’s father’s clothes for you to change okay?”

“Ne. kamsahamnida”

As mom returned…

“Jinki you can take the other room”

I saw Onew frown a bit but then gave my mom a smile

I want him to sleep here.

In my bed

Beside me

I miss him

I just want to cuddle with him.

These are the things that’s running through my mind right now. Onew kissed my forehead and said “Goodnight baby, Sleep well okay?”

Onew wallked in the next room as mom prepared his sleeping clothes. The time the door was shut I launch myself to bed staring at the ceiling. I am really tempted to go in his room and sleep there but I don’t have any excuse to go. I donr want him to think that im that desperate…but thinking about it… I really am

To sleep in his arms and make his chest as my pillow. I closed my eyes and started to think. I looked at my phone and dec