And she fell asleep

We were walking and I was humming.

Just like the old times...

I can see, everything has been so hard on her. Is it my fault? I always blame myself for this. I always want to tell her everything is going to be alright. I want her to trust me. I want her to stay strong

I remember the days when she refuses to cry. She doesn’t want to feel weak. Minjung is the kind of girl who may look tough and can carry all her problems but deep inside, I know, she’s feeling lonely..A little princess who’s weak and needs someone who will be there for her

And that’s why I am here

But what am I doing? I left her..

She must be so tired from everything but keeps on holding on for me...for us..Because I know she loves me and she values what we have.

Her tears..I don’t ever want to see them again.

I will be her wall. The one she can lean to. I always want her to feel that.

“Minjung~”

But there’s no response.. She’s holding me tightly even in her sleep. I can feel her cheeks on my back. The same feeling. She’s still the girl I love..She’s still the girl that has the same warmth

The girl who means the world to me

My everything..

I walked back to her place, smiling..reminiscing the past. I knocked on the door and Ka Young and my dongsaengs are still there. They were playing some kind of game. I signalled them to keep quiet and they obliged.

“She fell asleep?”

“Yeah~ while I was carrying her”

“She must be so tired; she didn’t have any proper sleep for the past days because of you”

“I know”

And I am sorry for that

Kayoung guided us in her room. She opened the door and I went inside to lay her there..

My beautiful Princess

I removed her shoes..Her socks and covered her with a blanket. I lay beside her, feeling the same feeling when we had  our vacation together.  How it feels to sleep and to wake up beside the one you love the most. Your priority.. I noticed the picture in her night stand. 2 frames. One was taken recently in our trip and another one when we were still kids. Just look at how cute she is.

Strangers

Turned into friends

To the closest one

To lovers

I smiled. The way she sleep is just too peaceful. Just like a real angel. Her fluffy pink cheeks. I touched and caressed it.I just love how this turns into pink when I say something romantic to her. Her eyes with those long lashes..the way those look at me is just so heavenly..The way she stares at my soul, at my heart. Her lips..The way those feel when I touch it with mine

Years may pass, but I’m still so weak over her...

“You are not weak...I will protect you”

I whispered to her before I lean to kiss her lips.

“I love you so much. Sleep tight my Princess”

Another kiss on her forehead. I don’t know how I can resist her.

I stood up, ready to exit her room..but then soft hands gripped on my shirt.

“Jinki~” she mumbled

Is she asleep? No. She’s slowly opening her eyes. Those cute sleepy eyes of hers. She pulled me and I sat down on her bed. Sh