We rode via plane to Jeju. I agreed to this since I cant handle the stress school was giving me. The issue never stopped, I still received hate messages and stuffs but I didn’t let Jinki know that I was suffering. SMe is still doing their part. I’m glad that mister Lee understands what we both feel and not forcing Jinki to break up with me.

“Do you want to sleep?” he asked me with a concern in his voice

“Yes” I yawned. The flight was early in the morning

He pats my head and let it rest on his shoulders. I closed my eyes and tried to rest. I felt a kiss on my forehead then to my hair. He plugged the other earphone on my ear and let me listen to their music. SHINee’s music is wonderful. It has meaning and it’s calm. I closed my eyes and drifted of to wonderland

**

“Baby wake up”

“We’re arriving soon”

“I cant carry you down the plane”

I heard Onew as I was opening my eyes. We’re near.

“Did you have a good sleep?” he asked

“Hmm. I dreamt about something”

“Is it good?”

“It was you”

“So it was a good dream” then he throws his famous eyesmile on me

I stretched my body and removed the sleepiness in my eyes. All I wanted was this. Just a break from everything. Like how we were. Like how we used to be. Just me and him.

**

We arrived at Jeju. The ocean breeze, the sceneries, the colors. It was beautiful and truly romantic.

We went on a luxurious hotel. Jinki was talking to the front desk lady

“Room for Lee Soo Man”

‘let me check on it sir”

“Okay”

Then Jinki looked at me as I moved my eyes around the area. It was really huge. I locked eyes with him and he giggled. I smiled at him as the front desk was giving him the Key to the room

As we opened, we were both amazed at the view. To the veranda was the blue white sand beach and to our right are the beautiful yellow flowers that cover the entire land. It was beautiful and Ive never seen anything like this before.

“Lee Soo Man knows how to choose a room” he said “daebak!”

I walked to the veranda and felt the cold ocean breeze touching my skin. I smiled and closed my eyes.  Then I felt two arms around my waist and lips on my neck mumbling things

“This is beautiful right? But looking from here..its more beautiful cause I can see you with this beautiful scene”

I got goosebumps.  His tone was serious and a little husky. Not like the sweet jinki with sugar coatings to every word that he says

He trailed kisses from my right shoulder to my left then to my nape. It was chilling. I turned around and looked at him. His eyes were full of worry. Is he worrying about me all this time?

“What’s wrong?” I asked

“It’s just that..” he bowed his head

“That what baby?” I looked at him with concern. What’s worrying him? Is it me?

“That I was thinking if your okay after all the issue. I don’t want to stress you out because I’m an idol. I really don’t want them to own me, I just want you to say that I am yours. But those fans never really understood what I feel. They are just thinking about themselves and—“

Before he says something again, I locked my lips with him. Right now, I don’t want him to worry about these kinds of things. I don’t want him to pressure himself when he is with me.

“I love you Jinki, just keep that in mind”

He nodded.

We stayed like that for minutes th