We were all sitting at the tables. Taking pictures with fans, signing random things. But the only thing on my mind was that girl. I couldn't get her out of my head. I kept looking at the crowd seeing if I could find her. But I could never find her. Finally, I gave up. They probably don't even like B.A.P. I thought. THe next hours went by very slowly and I got more and more depressed every second that passed that I didn't see her. I went from looking up every minute to not at all. The only time I would lift my head was when I had to take pictures. The pictures must've come out tterrible because I couldn't even genuinely smile. She looked like someone who liked our music, but she never came. Eventually I just gave up hope. 

It had already been 2 hours. Where was she? I thought for sure that I would see her but as the time passed, my hopes slowly dwindled down to nothing. YoungJae who was next to me noticed how I wasn't as cheerful as usual.

"Jonguppie ah, what's wrong? The fans can tell when you aren't having a good time."

"I'm sorry its just.... complicated"

"Is it a girl?"

"Aniyo! Why would you think that?"

"They don't call me Brain YoungJae for nothing."

Was it really that obvious? Could you tell by just looking at me that I was upset? I didn't understand how a girl that I've never even met could have this effect on me. If she didn't show up then I would do everything in my power to find her. I couldn't let her go. I knew she was special and we belonged TOGETHER!!!!!