After the last few people had went up for the fanmeeting, Zelo and I just talked for the rest of the time. I just could not look away from his face. He was just too perfect. I just could not believe that the boy that I had obsessed over since I first saw him on January 25th was actually talking to me. I could not believe that I wasn't acting completely awkward and shy. Something about him made me feel more comfortable around him. We were like friends. Chingoo. 

"What kind of music do you like?" Zelo asked.

"O mi gosh. like everything. I love pop, rock, ballads, R and B, Dance tracks, Classical, dubstep, classic rock, KPOP, and how can I forget Rap."

"You like rap?"

"Uh like yahh. I freaking love rap. Well not all rap. I like rap when it has actual meaning, not a bunch of crap about and drugs. I like underground rappers the best."

"Really no way, I love underground music!"

" I love Dok2"

"Me too man!"

It pretty much went on like that. Me and him had just so much in common. I felt like I could've talked to him forever. He was just so easygoing and chill I just never wanted to stop talking. 

Since Olivia was busy talking away with Zelo, I had no one to keep me company. I kind of just stood there awkwardly to the side. I couldn't believe that BAP was like less than a yard away from me. I wanted so badly to talk to them but I felt too insecure. I didn't want them to hate me or think I was weird. Right when I was about to go somewhere else, JongUp called me over. 

"Hi," He said

"Hi.." I replied tentatively. 

"Um what's your name?"

"Lily"

"How old are you?"

"15"

"That's um cool"

JongUp was so awkward. He was exxactly how I thought he would be. He was all smiley and bright but he really didn't know how to talk to people. He was just like me. I looked over at Daehyun who was staring at me. As soon as I caught his eye, he turned away, but not before we locked eyes. Even though it was only for a milisecond, it seemed as if it lasted forever. His eyes seemed to burn through my soul. My heart started pounding so hard I thought it would burst. My forehead started getting sweaty as it usually did when I got nervous. I turned back to JongUp who was just sitting there. I didn't know what to say, he didn't know what to say, so we kinda just sat there and looked at each other. Definitely not how I wanted to spend my first time meeting BAP in person