"Zelo! JongUp! Where have you been? We were looking all over for you! The fanmeeting starts in 15 minutes! Hurry up and get dressed. Bbali bbali!"

YongGuk was yelling at us. We were so busy watching those girls that we totally forgot about the fan meeting.  Fan meeting,  I wondered it they would be there. I hoped with everything that I had that they would. 

I usually didn't get this way with girls. I see beautiful girls chasing after me every single day but not one of them ever bothers me. I love them with all my heart because of the support they show me. But it was never more than just a fan love. But this girl, she moved my heart. When I saw her it was like the whole world was on fire. Suddenly she was the only thing on my mind and I forgot everything else. It killed me that all I could do was watch her from a far. I just wanted to talk to her. To make her laugh. Because her smile. Oh my gosh her smile was the most beautiful thing I ever saw. Her smile lit up the whole place. Her teeth white and straight. She got those cat whiskers right below her eyes when she smiled. And I wanted to make her smile. 

We gave up looking for the boys and decided that we needed to hurry to get to the fan meeting. Unfortunately, while we were searching for them, we had to go to the end of line. We waited in line for 4 hours. But finally we got to the front. And there was the happiest moments of our lives. The time when we actually talked to BAP.