Listen to : Don't Say Goodbye - Dbsk (For a dramatic feeling)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6M5QAOFu85c

or

Kiss The Rain - Yiruma (For a sad feeling)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wrl8weYTmGU

Recap:

So that's what she's been doing?! With Donghae?!  Jaejoong clenched his fist and snatched Jessica's phone

He ran to his car

"Mission accomplished" Jessica smirked
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Jaejoong furiously slammed the door of his car

He drove to your house

When he arrived he saw another car in front of your house

He parked the car behind the black BMW and got out of his car

He slammed the door of his car and stomped his way to Donghae's car

You got out of Donghae's car and your eyes widened when you saw who was in front of you

"J-Jaejoong.."

"We need to talk" you could tell Jaejoong was angry

He grabbed your hand and gripped it tightly

He dragged you to your house

"Jaejoong-ah! It hurts"

"Ya! Kim Jaejoong!" Donghae got out of his car

Jaejoong stopped when he heard his voice

He turned around  "You" he gave Donghae a death glare "Shut your ing mouth up before I make you can't even ing open your mouth anymore" Jaejoong seethed

Donghae shivered from his words

"Be prepared, Lee Donghae" Jaejoong added before he start dragging you again

Donghae watched you get dragged by Jaejoong to your own hosue

He couldn't do anything. He was too afraid of Jaejoong. He's never seen him this angry before

Sorry, Jaejoong-hyung.. I had to do this for my family..

Donghae went back inside his car and drove home
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Jaejoong opened the door furiously and slammed it

He pinned you to the wall

"So that's the reason you've been avoiding me, huh?!"

"What?" you said indifferently

"Is Lee Donghae the reason you've been avoiding me?!"

"No, he's not"

"Then what are these?!" Jaejoong grabbed Jessica's phone that was in his pocket and showed it to you

Your eyes widened as you saw the pictures "H-How did you get those?"

"I'm right, aren't I?! It's because of Donghae, isn't it?! You said you didn't want another problem in your already messed up life, my ! You just want to be with another guy, right?! You're bored of me, right?! "

"I said no! Jaejoong, no!"

"Then why.are.you.avoiding.me?!" his face drew closer as he enunciated every word

You didn't reply

"Lee Hyeri!" he yelled

You still didn't reply, your face was facing the side because you wanted to avoid eye contact with him

You knew if you look into his eyes, you'd burst into tears

You could feel his breathing against your face

You wanted to hug him so bad, you wanted to tell him. But you knew you couldn't. Not if you want your sister back


"Do you.. really want me out of your life?" Jaejoong asked tearfully

Your eyes widened, you turned your head to face him, tears were glistening his eyes

"Well.. do you?" his voice was breaking as tears ran down his cheeks

You didn't know what to answer, you just looked at his eyes, tears were flowing down your cheeks as well

"I cannot believe you! How could you do this to me, huh?!!"

"You don't know what's going on, Jaejoong!! I had to do this for H-" you quickly shut your mouth after realizing what you were about to say

"You had to do this for what?"

"Forget it, Jaejoong" you said

"Lee Hyeri!" he yelled again

"What?! What do you want from me?! What?!!"

"I want your answer!! Do you..Do you want to end.. us?"

As much as you didn't want to, you had to

"There was never.. us" you said coldly


His hands that was gripping your wrists fell

He looked at you in disfelief

But then, he smiled bitterly "Fine"

"If that's what you really want. As you wish, goodbye" and just like that, he left

He slammed the door close



Your legs were shaking and your lips were trembling

You couldn't take it anymore

You fell on your knees, gripping your chest tightly


You felt like there was something sqeezing your heart


You felt suffocated

You never knew it could be this painful

You gripped your chest tighter as your heart aches more

Jaejoong-ah.. I'm sorry..


You let the tears flow

It seemed like the tears were endless

Letting go of the person you love..

It was the hardest thing you've ever done

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T^T