this is an update!! yayy!! i can write again :) but i need to make an announcement first

okayyy.. so, we already got a new promoter!! and c-jes agreed to MAYBE give us another chance IF we tweet 6000 tweets and 6000 wall posts with the hashtag #fromindonesiawithtears

12000 well that's a lot right? hahaha but fighting for JYJ! pray for us indonesian fans :)

keeping the faith and pray.. thank you

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Recap:

You shut your eyes, you couldn't face him, and you had to hold the tears

"I.. have to go" you stood up and left him

That's not what you really want, Hyeri. I know you  Jaejoong thought
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You ran away, you didn't know where you were going

Then you stopped, you realized you were in front of the music room. There was no one there

You decided to go inside, the room was dark since the light wasn't on

It was the perfect place for you

You walked to a corner and sat there, leaning on the wall

Maybe it is true..
eonjena neomu..
gakkai isseoseo mollasseonnabwa..
Baby I’m in love with you..

You hummed to yourself the song you and Jaejoong both sang together

You spent the next 30 minutes just staring at the piano in front of you with your cold, blank, dark eyes

You felt alone again, there wasn't Hyemi anymore, and what hurt the most was.. Jaejoong wasn't there anymore

There was no doubt you were still in love with Jaejoong

But for Hyemi's sake, you have to let Jaejoong go

Is it the right thing to do? I'm.. giving up my happiness for my sister..

No, no.. Stop it Hyeri. Think about Hyemi, the future she could have if she's with you..

But..

You felt there were tears forming in your eyes

You bit your lip, thinking to yourself it would hold the tears. But the tears just ran down your cheeks

The more you think about the past, the harder you would cry

Jaejoong-ah.. Why must this happen? Why.. I still love you.. Hear me.. I'm still in love with you..

I know this is too much to ask.. But, please keep loving me.. Don't forget me just yet

Please

I don't know until when will this last.. But if you really love me.. Just wait...

You shut your eyes, letting your final tears flow

Going inside a pitch black place of nothingness

Your dream
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Once again, you weren't in class. You disappeared after the lunch break

It was the end of class

Everybody was getting up of their seats and going out of the class

Jaejoong stood up from his seat, grabbed his bag and slung it over his shoulder

He was about to walk out of class, but Jessica blocked his way

"What now, Jess?" he asked in annoyance

"You might want to see this, oppa" she showed her phone

"What are y-" Jaejoong stopped when he saw a picture of you and Donghae together under the tree

Jaejoong's eyes widened "Is that.. Hyeri and Donghae?" he asked in disbelief

Jessica nodded "And this isn't the only picture, oppa. They've been hanging out together a LOT" she showed him the other pictures

From the Japanese restaurant, from in front of your house, and the last ones were Donghae carrying you bridal-style and putting you inside his car (that was today, Donghae found you in the music room and carried the sleeping you to his car)

He grew in anger

So that's what she's been doing?! With Donghae?!  Jaejoong clenched his fist and snatched Jessica's phone

He ran to his car

"Mission accomplished" Jessica smirked

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