(Chapter’s song: Lana Del Rey - Lucky One)

When we went back home, I saw Taeyeon standing infront of my apartment door.

   “meant to be friends huh?” She said from far away giggling

   “I had to” I said with smile

   “Hey Taeyeon” Yuri said as she gave her a hug then opened the door for her,

  She waited till Yuri got in and then she held my arm and pulled me to her “you are crazier than I thought you will be,” She said as she hugged me tight “god how brave you were there you killed it” I wrapped my arms around her and wanted to cry because of all the stress I went through, I needed her here and she is here without me telling her to be.

  The apartment door opened and Yuri popped her head out “Someone went crazy in that interview, so you two better be careful and be lovey dovey inside unless you wanna deal with all that suddenly on the news” she said and I laughed then held Taeyeon’s hand and walked her in.

  She walked closer to me from behind and whispered in my ear “By the way, I saw your jealous eyes” she said and I turned to her surprised

  She closed the door behind her, then moved closer to my face, “I’ve never worked with Jully before and I’ve never met her. So your eyes shouldn’t worry because I’m only yours” she said then held my chin and pulled my face for a kiss,

  “You are so beautiful” she said and my eyes were still closed

  “Sorry I just felt so possessive, I don’t know why...it just hit me like that I felt jealous for no reason I couldn’t hold it in any way” I said then opened my eyes to see her

  “And I loved it, I want that. I felt so alive when I saw your eyes wanting to say I’m yours, I shouted, I shouted very loud like crazy in the house” she put her hands on both side of my face “You have no idea how crazy I am about you”

  I pushed my body into hers and hugged her, I didn’t know what I can say, I forgot everything wrong with me when i hugged her in my arms it’s like I’m starting a new life every time I hug her.

   “Are you to going to stay infront of the door forever, and god stop hugging you were just like away from each other for an hour or so not years” Yuri walked passed us, “my god” she added as continued walking

  Taeyeon smiled and let go of me,

“I feel like going out for the new year eve, what do you think Tiffany?” Yuri said passing me a drink.

  “I would love to, last new year eve i was at home” I said taking my drink

  “What about you Taeyeon?” Yuri asked, giving her a glass

  “Thank you,” Taeyeon rejected the drink “I don’t drink much but I’d love to go out for the new year”

  “Oh good for you girl” Yuri poured the drink inside her glass

  “Jo told me he’s going to one party with Kurt, he told us to come should we go?” I said and they both agreed.

  We finished our drinks, then Yuri went to dress, I held Taeyeon’s hand and pulled her with me to my room.

   “Do we really have to go?!” She said closing the door behind her.

  “Why? You don’t want to go?” I asked as I made my way to my dresser

  “It’s not that I don’t want, it’s just that it’s new year eve and I’d like to be beside you and not act like I don’t know you.” She said and I looked at her,

   “I mean you know how many people out there will be? Like everyone nobody’s at home” she said

   “No” I walked to her “you don’t have to act like you don’t know me, hold me, hug me, dance with me...kiss me when the clock hits 12 I don’t care” I pulled her from her shirt, “It will be only me and you and the rest are just empty souls around us” I said holding her chin then kissed her.

As we walked In to the party, even when the light was dim a lot of heads turned towards us and I kind of panicked, I turned to Taeyeon and she smiled to me with a head nod as if she told me to do whatever I want.

   I stayed quiet with myself for a while before the panic took over and I took a step away from her...do I hate myself for doing this? Yes, but I didn’t have much control over me.

  It took only couple of second before some celebrities came and took her away to party. I saw her walking away as her eyes still holding mine.

  I felt hands around me and when I looked it was Jo who said

  “You came?!”

  “Yeah Yuri wanted to change a mood for this new year” I said hugging him

  “Come come lets get a drink” Jo pulled me to the bar, and I just walked with him.

  I was sipping on my drink as I saw Kurt and Taeyeon coming towards us.

  “Man if we let this girl go they will steal her easily” he said taking a seat beside me,

  “Come on, it’s not like that” Taeyeon told him as she looked at me, I wanted her to sit beside me but I was too scared of the people around us. She smiled again and sat beside Kurt.

  “Okay they took my man, are you two serious?!” Jo joked looking at us beside Kurt

  Kurt put his arms around us “It’s my night man” he giggled and Jo shock his head before sitting beside me.

  “So what’s your plan for this year?” Jo asked Me

  I looked at him “Stay alive” I said and heard Taeyeon giggling, she knew I was copying her. I smiled l