“I’m sorry” I let go of her and pulled myself away, I softly started hitting my chest trying to calm my heart down...I ed it up again. My legs were shaking and I can’t stand. 

  “So you will speak?” She said 

  I kneed down and put my hands on my ears, breathing in and out, no no no no 

 She put her hand on my shoulder “Hey you okay?”

  “Don’t touch me” I said in a shaking voice and she took her hand away

  I pulled myself up and left the girl whom I hate the most at this exact moment. 

  I forced myself to drive all the way back to Yuri, even when my vision was blurry, I dizzy and my fingers were numb. I drove away as fast as I could. 

   I opened the door “Yuri” I was barley able to shout, I was out of breath, my heart was beating fast and my chest hurt. 

  “What’s wrong with you” Yuri ran to me 

  “I need my medicine, I need it now” I tried to catch my breath 

  “No!” She pulled my head up to her, “You don’t need them, you are over your medicine” she held my shoulders “You are having a panic attack, sit down, relax and breathe slowly” she said and I broke into tears. She hugged me, rubbing my back. 

  After couple of minutes, I pulled my head up, “She knows about my daughter...Yuri, I lead her to my daughter, This should’ve never happened” 

  “Who?!” Yuri asked confused 

  “Taeyeon...” I said crying none stop 

  “How? Your daughter is not even under your name, how did she find her...we put no connection of you to her” 

  “I don’t know” 

   She wiped my tears “It’s okay, we will figure things out, it’s okay stop crying” 

  2 weeks or so passed and I spent it all hiding again, 

  I pulled myself out of the bed, and started dressing up to leave. 

  “Where are you going?” Yuri asked when she saw me opening the door to leave 

  “Hayeon went through the surgery and I wasn’t there and she probably woke up and I’m not there...I promised her I’ll be there” I said before closing the door behind me 

   I drove to the hospital while trying to keep myself together. I can do it she can’t do anything to me or to my daughter...

   I walked up without telling the nurses anything and with them seeing me, I walked my way to Hayeon’a room. I was about to open the door; when I over heard Hayeon saying

  “You made it this far on your own I get it but lately, that definitely isn’t taking you anywhere, I just don’t know why you are treating her like that” 

  “I can’t let her close to me” Taeyeon said 

  “You are stupid and dumb because she deserve a chance but you don’t deserve the chances she’s giving you” I heard Hayeon soft voice, who are they talking about? 

  “Maybe I am, maybe in my life I only had one chance to give and I gave it to that god damn piece of , I gave her everything and she destroyed it and now I have nothing left to give to her or to anyone” Taeyeon said 

  “That’s bull, you can’t pretend that there’s nothing there...everyone can see it, even you can see the way she looks at you, don’t let go of her for a castle made of sand” Hayeon voice barley was hearable 

   “I’ll save the time for you and everyone, if there is feelings or something there then they are not mine” 

   I couldn’t stand out for too long, I knocked on the door before opening it. 

  “Tiffany” Hayeon whispered 

  I walked to her without looking at that girl, “you did it” I said hugging her slowly “You made it, I’m so proud of you. I’m sorry I wasn’t there” 

  She held my face with her tiny hand “It’s okay, I was told what happened” she side eyed her sister. 

  “You have to put the oxygen mask back on” Taeyeon said before siting down 

   “I’ll put it for couple of minutes then we will talk again” Hayeon said and I helped her put it back on 

  I sat on the opposite side of Taeyeon, I can feel her wanting to say something... 

  She crossed her legs, “So what’s her name?” She asked and Hayeon immediately took the oxygen mask off 

  “Don’t start” she said 

  “You don’t let me start with you, hiding all that” Taeyeon told her 

  “Yeah but she doesn’t have anything to do with all that, so leave her alone” Hayeon answered her 

  “Seren” I stopped both of them 

  Taeyeon looked at me, then moved her hand through her hair “Don’t lie to me” she said  

  I looked at Hayeon who shook her head, 

  “I’m not lying” I said 

  She moved her body to the edge of the chair looking at me like she is investigating me, “Her name is Serenity that’s why you kept asking about my tattoo. You signed her under Yuri’s brother in law name, making her Yuri’s niece instead of your daughter” she said 

  I angrily bit my lip and started shaking my leg trying to calm myself “What are you trying to get from all this?” I asked her 

  She sat back “I don’t know you tell me” 

  “How did you know all that, what the hell you doing” Hayeon said very angry

  She rose her voice “I am the owner of this hospital, if I want to know something I will know it” 

  “You the owner?!!” Hayeon said shocked 

  “Yes” Taeyeon sat back 

  “Are you kidding me?” Hayeon said I shock

  “Doctors didn’t help in anyway, your case was getting worse I couldn’t sit there and d