(This chapter song: Imagine Dragons - Whatever it takes )

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    I sat on the table, with my hand under my chin.

    Kurt sat in front of me "I have no idea what's wrong with that girl, she just doesn't understand what disappear from Taeyeon's life means"

    "Maybe she really feel regretful, and she wants to make it up for what she did" I said out of good thoughts

    He shook his head "If I don't know her, I would've thought the same. That girl is like poison walking on earth. If she sees something is or feels good to her she will use it horribly to her benefits." he poured glass of wine for me and for him.

    "If I may ask... who's that girl they were talking about? She's dead?" I took the glass from his hand.

    He nodded "All I know is that she was so very close to Taeyeon," he smiled taking a sip of wine.

    "She's the one she goes to vist at 9pm everyday?"

     He tilted his head, questioning and surprised "Yeah"

    I felt relieved that it's not 'lover' but I feel sad that she lost someone that is this close to her...

   "You know, you are like an open book I can read you easly" Kurt said looking at me

    "Sometimes I wish I could pull the mask she always put on, just to see the girl inside her and get close to her." words keep slipping out whenever someone talk to me about her

    He rose his eyebrow, smiling then he put his glass down and moved his hand to me "You don't have to, if you pay closs attention to her words, smile and her eyes you will see the real her. She's always there she just have to put her bricks up" he pulled my hand to him then then moved his head close to me "You fancy her?" his words ring inside my head

    "Who fancy whom?" Jo walked in. He stood beside me, putting his car keys and phone on the table.

    I immediately stood up "Nobody" I said walking away from him. Kurt turned to look at me, he knows...he knows. Please lord don't let him say anything...

     "Taeyeon" Kurt said, I looked at him shocked...Why bringing her into something she has no say in it?

    "Taeyeon fancy someone" Kurt added

    "Whom?" Jo asked surprised, then walked to sit beside his fiance

    "I have no idea, I was asking Tiffany if she knows anything"

    I walked to Kurt "I told you I don't know" I said

   Jo looked at me "Then how did you know she fancy someone?"

    "Good question" I pointed at Kurt then softly hit his back "Kurt told me, he thinks she likes someone"

    Kurt looked at me and wanted to laugh so hard but he held it, "You should ask her next time you see her" he told Jo who looked not very much interested in doing that.

    "Whoever they are, I'm happy for her" he said in a relieved tone...

    I stepped in "We should eat before the food gets cold" I said to stop kurt from saying anything about it.

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    I decided to go back home after dinner.

    I walked in and the house was quiet. I put my bag aside and took my heels off. I went straight to the sofa and laid down, I'm mentally and physically tired.

    "Okay, sure...I'll tell her" Yuri walked out of her room talking on the phone then she saw me, "Oh hold up she's here... take talk to her" she put the phone in front of me, "Cutey pie wants to talk to you"

    I rolled my eyes "Yuri please I'm tired, stop playing games" I turned to the side

    "Seriously...it's Taeyeon" she said and I jumped from the sofa and took the phone,

    Me - Hi...!

    Taeyeon - Cutey pie...? (she chuckled)

    Me - That's Yuri...she's always like that (I side eyed Yuri)

    Taeyeon - At least she sounds like she likes me.

     Me - Of course she does...

    Taeyeon - Anyway... I called to ask if tomorrow you'd like to go to Vogue magazine meeting together?

     Me - Yeah... why not, I'd like to...but I'm driving

     Taeyeon - (she giggled) sure, so you'll pick me up?

    Me - Yeah

    Taeyeon - Okay...see you tomorrow

    Me - See you...

   Taeyeon - ...Have a goodnight

   Me - You too

    After she hang up; I said to the phone "Oh I'm going to have a very goodnight of not being able to sleep, because of you" I gave the phone to Yuri

    "She still doesn't have your phone number...seriously girl what are you doing? Give her your number tomorrow" she walked back to her room and I went to mine.

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    I barely was able to sleep last night, and now I'm up early, and getting dressed after standing hours infront the closet fighting my mind what to wear...I ended up in a simple short rose dress but not very short

    I walked out and Yuri was reading her newspapers "Going?"

   "Yeah" I sat down to wear my white colored heels

   Yuri put the news paper down "Someone is