(Chapter’s song: Tyler shaw -with you) 

I dressed and prepared to go to that interview, which I know they might ask anything and try to get the most out of me. I wanted her to be with me in that interview but I know that just because she’s my everything doesn’t mean she will always have to be with me in everything, unfortunately this is not how the world spins. 

   I sat in the makeup room while breathing in and out trying to relax; I wonder when the time will come where I don’t have anxiety over these interviews and tv shows. 

Suddenly my phone rang, and a smile took over my face, I eased up and answered with a full breath 

  Tiffany: Hi

  Taeyeon: Hi babe 

   My face turned red and the makeup artist looked at me with a smile, I couldn’t hide my face

  Taeyeon: What are you doing now 

  Tiffany: makeup room, getting ready

  Taeyeon: I bet you look stunning right now

   Tiffany: *whispered* stop you are making me blush 

   Taeyeon: really...?! you know I can’t help myself 

   Tiffany: Mmmm

I couldn’t speak or breath 

   Taeyeon: I just thought of calling you because I know you are probably stressing, it will go good. I know you can do it and if they asked anything you don’t want to answer then tell them before ahead your type of question you want to be asked. 

  Tiffany: yeah I was planning to put my conditions, don’t worry I’m just glad you called hearing your voice ease me up

  Taeyeon: i don’t have any work today so I’ll be watching you beautiful

  Tiffany: that will make me happy knowing that you are watching. 

 Taeyeon: take care of yourself and don’t pressure yourself... enjoy it. 

 Tiffany: I will, now I have to go they are almost starting. 

 Taeyeon: okay babe, I love you.

 Tiffany: *I bit my lip* I love you more 

  Taeyeon: Bye bye 

I waited till she hang up, and then put my phone down smiling on how strong my feelings are right now

  “Boyfriend?!” The makeup artist asked and I looked at her surprised, taken back by her question 

  “Sorry don’t mean anything, you just look super happy. Your face shined made my makeup look better” she said smiling 

  I shook my head, smiling back “No problem,” I looked at my phone “Something like that you can say” I said then stood up for them to walk me to the stage 

 And before I walk in, They came to ask about the question as I was expecting, 

   “Which are the lines of questions that we can’t cross?!” The guy with head phone and IPad in his hand asked 

   I took a moment the said “No line they can ask whatever they want to ask no problem with me” 

  He looked at me surprised “are you sure?” 

  I nodded, then he said “okay then I will need you to sign here just to make sure” 

  No problem I took the pen and signed then they walked me in, 

 “And look who’s here” Dana the First MC said 

 “Oh my god look how gorgeous she is” Jully the second MC Said as she gave me a hug and Dana did the same when I walked to her

  “How are you?” Dana said pointing for me to sit on the sofa beside her

  “Good very good, how are you?” I said taking my seat 

  “We are good now after seeing you”Jully said 

  “This is the first time for you to be on our show right?” Dana asked 

  “Yeah, I’m very honored” I replied 

  “How’s life how’s everything with you? You always look beautiful but oh my god now you are more and more beautiful, what’s happening girl gave us your tips” Jully said and I laughed thinking of Taeyeon...I wanted to say she is the reason, she is why everything in me beautiful but I just laughed it off 

  “Everything is going good, I’m just living life that’s my tip” I giggled and they both smirked

  “We will get back to that but First tell us about all those beautiful photoshoot like wow” Dana said and then they showed some of my news photoshoot and as the pictures passed my photoshoot with Taeyeon came up. And my face blushed all over, I had to hide it from the camera. When all the photos passed; I looked at the two MCs and they had some type