(This chapter song: Margaret - What you do)

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    After we finished dressing, Yuri called me aside to talk in the changing room, and Taeyeon took her phone out to play her games

     "The PD told me to give you this, he said this is your first hint" Yuri gave me an envelope,

    "You open it" I pushed it back to her,

     Yuri opened the envelope then said "Okay first Ace card is inside your partner locker, second one is..." she looked at me with the damn face expression "In your partner name tag" she told me then ripped the envelope.

     "The locker one is easy but the name tag" Yuri said, I looked at Taeyeon

    "Leave it on me I'll find a way"

    I walked back to the blonde "Can I put my clothes in your locker ?" I asked

    "Yeah of course" She said while her mind is still in the game, I went to her locker and opened it. I looked around and found the Ace under the shelf; I took it, put my clothes inside then closed it.

    The staff called us out and we went to where the meeting is taking a place

    They didn't start filming yet; when I walked side to side with Taeyeon. Everyone was talking to each other and as we stepped in between all the members the MC walked to us "Everything is going fine?" he asked all smile

    "Yeah, everything is perfect" I said and Taeyeon just nodded

     "Miss Taeyeon is very quiet, just like her name" he said and she let out a very dry giggle

    "Okay everyone in their place" the PD said and we all went to the same form we were standing at in the begining

    "Today's episode theme is called Queen of spade. The 13 of you resemble the 13 cards of the spade. One of you is the Queen...and you have to find who they are. Every time your team win a challenge you will get a hint that will help you find the Queen."

    "Right now one of us is the Queen? Do they know that they are?"Asked the MC

    "What about their partners?" the masculine guy added

     "Yes they do know they are the Queen, and no their partners don't know" the PD said and they all looked at each other, here comes the trust issues...

    "Are you the Queen?" Taeyeom whispered to me, no no she can't know... I can't let her sense it...she's good in reading me.

     I looked at her and rose my eyebrow "Said the one with the Queens attitude"

    She smirked surprised, then nodded "Okay, fair enough"

     "Before we go to the next location you should know that each challenge the Queen pass, they will get a hint that will help them in the name tag race"

    "What's the Queen mission" The tall guy said

     The PD smiled "Can't tell" he pointed to the street side "Every two teams in one car" he said and we all walked to the line of cars.

     The MC who Moonbyul from mamamoo was his partner came to us "Wanna go with us?" he asked...Taeyeon and I nodded, why not.

    I sat at the back with Taeyeon and the MC is driving with Moonbyul beside him. There is cameras on each door corner and there is one in the middle, it kinds of awkward having them pointing at us like that. One of the staff came and put the location on the GPS. I suddenly felt vibration in my jacket pocket; I put my hand in and took out a phone that wasn't mine...my phone is with Yuri. I looked at everyone and they seem busy in something else. I opened the phone and it didn't have any password, I looked at the notification and there is a message...I opened it and the first word was 'This is the PD' and I don't know why but I gasped

     And Taeyeon looked at me "You okay?" she asked

    "Everything is fine, it's just Yuri" I pointed the phone but tried not to show her what's written

    She nodded and looked away

   I continued reading the message:

'The first mission is going to be in the theme park. Each team will have three dangerous games to play, and on each game they will have to see words and make a sentence out of them that will help them to escape the park hardest and scarest maze. Keep in mind every game you lose you will get a hint about the Aces and every game you win your partner will get a hint of where to find the lower card'

     Oh god...stress started creeping inside me.

    "So Taeyeon," The MC popped out and said from nowhere "You are...ah..." he hesitated to talk

     "Model..." Taeyeon said to help him

    He shook his head "No...I mean..."

    She nodded "Gay" that dead flat voice crawled back to her tone

     "Yeah," he said awkwardly giggling

     I looked at her and her gaze was straight deadly on him. Why they do that to her?

     "You were outted right? Must've been tough" he senselessly said

    Taeyeon clenched her jaw taking in a deep breath, she then uncomfortably chuckled and said "I didn't know I was here for an interview"

    The MC laughed "No no I just want to make you talk"

   Her face straightened "There are other ways to make me talk." the air became thin, then she faked a laugh "Don't be amazed! But my uality is not the only interesting thing about me"

    I wanted to stand up in the car and clap for her...she's so classy with trashy people. I couldn't do it, I was scared to sound disrespectful but suddenly Moonbyul did it.

    She clapped while saying "I'm a huge fan of your courage like my respect for you is unbelievable, you meet my expectations"  I can see Taeyeon smiling wild

    We finally arrived thanks God.

    Taeyeon looked happy when she walked out and saw that we are infront of the theme park "I love this place" She told me when I stood beside her "So damn much"

     Moonbyul passed by us and Taeyeon stopped her "Thank you, I appreciate what you said" the blonde girl told the girl with the gray hair

     Moonbyul shook her head "No...I appreciate what you do for us" she said smiling then walked away

    Taeyeon turned to look at me with her eyebrows crossed, surprised. She pointed her thumb at Moonbyul "Did she just...?"

    I nodded giggling "Yeah, secretly came out to you"

   "Wow" she shook her head trying to understand what just happened.

    We walked in and we stood in our places infront the cameras. My mind started to think about how I'm supposed to take the Ace card under Taeyeon's name tag, while the PDs were explaining the challenge rules for the rest of the members...

     When they finished; Taeyeon looked at me "But I can't see well that's so homophobic of them again" she said, and I felt relieved...thank you God

     "It's okay you have me" I said hitting my shoulder with hers...I'm sorry, I feel sad now...

    They brought a small bucket with colored papers inside them. We have tp take three of them each have a name of game we should play.

    "You pick" I told her before she tells me to do it

     She picked the first one "Water slide..." she put the paper away, good this is gonna be hard on her. She picked the next paper

    "Please be merry go round" I said crossing my fingers behind my back.

    "Rollercoaster aka death train" she chuckled so hard, this is going to be terrifying but good for me. "You pick the last one" she told me

     "Please lord let me have something easy for my soul" I picked one and my face went blank when I saw what's written

     Taeyeon looked at the paper "Bungee!!" she said while laughing so hard "My luck was better"

     "Is there any bungee jumping here?" I said

    "No not here but it's beside the park" the PD said

    "Then we will do that last, we should get going" Taeyeon said

    This is going to be horrible...

    "Where do you want to go to first?" she asked while walking around randomly, with two VJs around us

     "I don't know they all are scary..."

    She walked close to me, as if she's trying to comfort me but without touching because there's camera infront of us and one behind us. I looked at her and I can understand what she's intending to do.

    "Let's do the rollercoaster first, second water slide because we will get wet, and last jumping" she said and I agreed to the plan.

     We went to the rollercoaster and RM staff where there waiting for us,

     They made us sit in front, at the begining of the train shaped ride were cameras were placed infront of us and around. A staff came and pulled this thing for safety over our head, he made sure we are strapped in so tightly.

      After being seated Taeyeon looked at me and said "I'm wearing contact this is going to be pain in the " she chuckled...God I'll sound so mean but that's good everything will be blury for her.

     It started and the train took a long chain hill up, I looked around and we were getting higher and higher. Then suddenly it went downwards so fast and my heart dropped. I closed my eyes, not only because I was scared to death but also to not see any word. I lightly opened my eyes and looked at Taeyeon from the corner of my eys and she was trying her best to keep her eyes open...I guess the strong wind is bothering her eyes. I have to do something to stop her from being so focused on what's going to be shown of words. My hand moved alone without thinking and held hers and I started screaming so loud without caring how my face is going to look like.

     She looked at me surprised "Hey, hey it's okay" she held my hand tight between her two hands and put it on her lap

     "I have fear of high places" I lied, while shaking. She locked her arm with mine

      "We are almost done just keep holding my hand"

     After the upsides and downs of loops and loops; the ride finished, I walked out and sat on the ground; my legs were shaking.

     "Did you get all the sentence or you want to go again?" the staff said and I stood up

      "Oh no, I can't do that again" I