(Chapter song: Jasmine Thompson Ft. Sabrina Carpenter - Sign Of The Time) 

   “People are still not over that magazine shoot” Yuri walked to the living room, where I’m laying down reading the newspaper 

   “It’s good for me” I said 

   She put the newspaper down, “Really? You saying that?” 

   I looked at her “Yes,” I put the papers on the table “They are giving me attention, so why not they can keep doing that” 

  “I can’t believe that this is coming out of your mouth” She left her legs on the table 

  I shrugged my shoulders than took my cup of coffee to sip on it 

  “Kurt invited us to this big party his neighbor is doing” I said looking through my phone 

  “Are you really feeling like partying?” She asked 

  “No but I really would like to go” I said 

  “Why to see her?” 

  I put my phone down, “I don’t give a about her, if Hayeon wasn’t her sister I would’ve stay the hell away from everything related to her. But Hayeon is the only reason I’m still here since the first god damn place” I stood up frustrated, then walked to my room to prepare for tonight’s party 

  I drove to Kurt house and from there I saw a big house with a lot of cars parked in front it, *well then that’s the neighbor* 

   I found a parking, then walked my way in. I saw Jo and Kurt standing together, 

   “Hi” Jo ran for a hug and so Kurt 

   “You made it, thanks god we needed someone fun” Kurt said and I laughed

  “We tried to get Taeyeon here but she didn’t answer any of our phone calls” Jo said 

  “Probably busy” Kurt gave an excuse 

  “Should we go get drinks, it’s a party” I said trying to change the subject

  After couple of drinks, Jo and Kurt took me to the dancing floor and I danced, I danced so hard trying to take that feeling in my heart I’ve been feeling for weeks now. 

  I danced and I drank and I danced and I drank, till I heard a voice in my hand telling me to step outside for a fresh air. I put my hand on my heart as I was finding my way outside. My phone rang and picked it up from my dress pocket, 

   “Yes?!” I answered 

   And there was no reply 

   “Hello?!!” I said 

   “Tiffany...” 

   Every inch of my body stopped, She called my name, she never did. I couldn’t move my body, it’s like her words melted me. It’s like every piece of me stopped. 

  “I’m...I’m trying to pray but it’s not working” she said, it’s either I’m numb and not able to understand a thing or she’s speaking nonsense 

The line stayed quiet...

  “I’m not sure if you are hearing me but at least I can lie to myself and say that you are” She said 

  “Yes” the word ran out of my lips 

  She stayed quiet for a while before speaking again 

  “Do you think there’s anyone watching us from above?” She asked 

  I’m starting to think that I’m drunk and I’m imagining things 

  “If there is do you think if I prayed now they will listen?” She said “because I'm getting crazy ideas in my head and I don’t think I’m able to stop them....I’m not sure if I want to stop them” 

  “What do you mean?” I broke out of my dizziness 

  “I’m standing on the edge... it’s not that high but I know it’s going to hurt but I don’t think I will might it” she coldly said 

  “Where are you?” I felt my heart dropping to my feet

  “At least I will feel the wind in my hair just like I did when I was a kid” she said not answering 

  “TAEYEON” I screamed like crazy on my phone 

  She didn’t answer, and then I heard the peep... she hang up. 

  I walked myself fast inside looking for Kurt.

  “Where’s Taeyeon?” I asked, stopping the guy from taking another sip of the juice in his hand. 

  “What” he pointed on his ears, he can’t hear from all this loud music 

  “WHERE IS TAEYEON” I yelled 

  He shock his head still not able to hear. 

  I felt my body shacking in nervousness, and my head was going crazy. I held him from his shirt collar “WHERE IS TA