(Chapter song: Marc E Bassy Ft. Hailee Steinfeld - Plot Twist) 

“It’s the shooting day!” Yuri walked in and I was already awake laying down on my bed looking at the ceiling 

  I turned to her, when she sat beside me. 

  “You don’t look that exited” she said 

  I pulled myself up “ I am, I’m just nervous...scared” I said 

“Of what?” Yuri said confused 

  “You know of the shooting, of her...” I stood up and walked my way to the bathroom “Of what I’m feeling, I’m just scared of everything” 

  “Awww” Yuri walked after me 

  “Don’t aww me” I said before washing my face.

  “Honestly there is nothing you should be afraid of, you are very beautiful, you have amazing personality and you are a very strong woman” she gave me a towel 

  I dried my face before saying “Really? You think I’m a strong woman?” Here comes my insecurities 

  She pulled me out of the bathroom “Of course, you are the most powerful woman I’ve ever met” she made me stand in front of my closet “Now let us see what you will pack because you don’t have time” 

  Yuri pulled my shorts down then smirked before asking me “What’s her favorite color?” 

  I looked at her confused I don’t know... maybe bordo she wears that color a lot” I said “Why asking?” 

  “This” she pointed on my “They won’t work, you need to change them” she opened my drawer and started looking inside 

  “Yuri~” I cried “Stop~ you are making me more nervous. Don’t make those thoughts enter my mind” 

  “I’m not, you just have to look good. Who knows?” She left her eyebrows then gave me pair of lingerie

  “Seriously?!!” I looked at her for seconds then took it from her “Then you tell me you are not doing anything” 

  “You still took it, come on admit it you want that” she said 

   “I only took it to put it away, because this will be horrible to wear in a long flight...you are crazy” I pushed her out “go finish your stuff and I’ll do mine” I closed the door behind her 

  I put the lingerie in the bag “Ughhh if I went crazy it’s because of that blonde girl” 

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  After packing, we took the bags outside where the doorman help us putting them inside the car. 

  Yuri started driving to the airport where the private jet is. 

  The sun was rising and the air is clean and fresh. Everything quiet and when we walked out of the car the pilot and cabin crew were waiting for us. I looked around for her but it seemed like she didn’t come yet. 

  “Hello Ms. Hwang, I’m David your pilot for this flight” he said shaking my hand “These are the cabin crew they will be there to service” he pointed on the three guys behind him 

  I smiled with a little head bow “Thank you” 

   They walked us to the jet, and I tried to keep my expressions. It was so luxurious, the brown leather on the chairs and the shining wooden bar, with crystal glasses above it with magazines wall beside it. The whole inside was breath taking, it’s like a hotel instead of a jet.

  “Where is the PD” Yuri asked,

  “The PD is already on the way to the location, he told me to tell you to enjoy the flight and have a great time” the pilot said before walking to his cabin 

  I sat down and Yuri went to check the bags and answer her phone which rang suddenly and scared me a little. I sat down to fix my hair and make up before she comes, 

  “Guess what?” Yuri walked in

  “What?” 

  “You are invited to the new Crown Plaza hotel opening party” she said sitting in front of me 

  “Really?” 

  “Yeah, it’s gonna be next week”

  “That’s going to be so big” as I said, a black cadillac car parked beside the jet 

  The pilot walked out of his cabin “Ms. Taeyeon is here” 

  He walked out with the crew to greet her.

  She walked out of the car, wearing black sweatpants and a black galaxy hoodie. The pilot hand shake with her and they walked her inside. She looked at me the second she entered even though Yuri stood up to say hi to her. 

  “Hi” she said back and Yuri gave her a slight hug. I respectfully stood up and walked to them. 

  After hugging Yuri while still looking at me,

  “Good morning” I nervously said, looking at her moving close to me,

  “Good morning” she smiled softly moving her body in for a hug... I tried to soften my body and pulled my arms up to hug her but this time her body stiffened, we pulled away at the same time and I looked at her but her eyes weren’t looking at me. 

  “How are you?” She asked, still not looking at me 

  “Good” I slowly turned to see what she was looking at, and the only thing in my view is the magazine wall. 

  “Excuse me” she gently put be aside and walked to that wall. I can feel a halo of anger around her as she held one of the magazines firmly in her hand. 

  I can see the colors red, yellow and on the side something like a car crush and a picture of a woman on the front with a title of ‘they can’t live without each other, so she followed him to death. The true meaning of love’ 

  My eyebrows crossed confused, what’s that? 

  She tightened her grip on the papers, then turned around “Seriously?” She told the pilot whose eyes went wide 

  “You were well aware that I was coming here...” she walked to him “Yet, this is here!” 

  The pilot bowed his head down “I apologize, I didn’t notice it, it shouldn’t be here since the first place. I’m not sure how it entered my jet, please forgive me. This won’t happen again” 

  She clenched her teeth before taking a deep breath “Sure” she said then left the jet. 

  “SERIOUSLY?!!” the pilot yelled. I looked at him scared 

  “I’m sorry, I forgot to take it away” one of the cabin crew said 

  The pilot pointed at him “I told you to not bring it in since the beginning. You know how ed up that is?” 

  “It’s just a magazine” the guy answered 

  The pilot looked at him surprised but anger is all over him “Just a magazine?” he pushed the guy toward the door “Get the out of my jet, go think of how horrible what you did is...piece of ” he kicked him out of the jet, then fixed his clothes before turning to us, “I apologize” he said then walked to his cabinet 

  I looked out to see her and she was standing beside the trash, shattering the magazine papers to little pieces; throwing them inside the trash. She did page by page then she opened bottle of water and poured it all on them trying to leave nothing of that magazine behind it. 

  She stood there for seconds before walking her way back. And before getting in she stood in front of the guy who was smoking beside the car; she took the cigarette from his mouth and threw it down on the floor before stepping on it. 

  When she walked in; the crew closed the door and the pilot started the preparation for taking off. 

  Yuri was sitting beside me, so Taeyeon sat in front of me. She put her seatbelt, crossed her fingers, eyes closed, head down and she stayed like that through the take off and couple of minutes after. I kept looking at her from time to time through the whole thing. till I heard her sniffing; I looked at Yuri but she was already sleeping. 

  I took my seat belt off and went sit beside her. 

    When she felt my presence, she left her head up and looked at me

    “Are you okay?”

    “Yeah” she took a breath then shook her head 

    “It’s just sickly funny how people use dollars to market things, they will spend millions on things as long as it’s gonna make more for them. Imagine things go through writers, editors, reviewers, before being published, it’s astonishing that all those people approved for that ed up article to be put out to people. They will do anything without thinking twice of the consequences.” She said crossing her arms 

   I didn’t know what to do but look at her,

  She turned to me and suddenly gave me a small smile. I smiled back a little mesmerized of the sudden smile 

   “I remember when I was a kid, my father had this black Jeep, he used to pick me up from school everyday with my mom; it was the best part of my day, of my life actually, I used to wait the whole time in school just for that minute when I go and see them outside waiting for me.” She shrugged her shoulder tilted her head “Even though I was a kid I knew my dad wasn’t doing well but they always were smiling and happy when they see me.” 

   “Parents are always like that” I said trying to go with the conversation so she could talk more about herself. She nodded agreeing with me 

   “One day, I ran out as fast as I could and saw them waiting for me, I hopped in the car all smiling, they were smiling back and they asked about my day like they always do.” The smile now disappeared 

   “On that day they told me we were going to the countryside and that was my dream, I loved every time we go there because It would be so quiet and beautiful. Every time we go there my dad would feel better and he would forget all the troubles he had.  I used to jump to the backseat put my head out while my dad drive fast, the cold wind and the view always tempted me. That backseat was my life, I would sleep, read, play there and on that day my body decided to take a nap because school was exhausting” she put her head down and moved her hair back “and till this day I wish I didn’t.” 

   “Why ?” I asked obliviously 

   She turned to me “Because when I opened my eyes it was dark and all I was feeling is pain. I heard my mom telling me not to open my eyes but my eyes are open and everything is still black with line of light shining. I put my hands on my eyes and felt my mother’s hand. I heard her whisper in my ear ‘Please baby I beg you don’t open your eyes, if you love your mommy don’t open your eyes’ and I loved her so much, so I kept my eyes closed and she told me to put my hands on my ear, I did but I could still hear her crying and whining in pain, I could still smell the smell of burned things and I could still feel the heat of fire and after that I knew that the situation was bad. The pain put me down but my brain was still working and I realized that I will never see my dad again and that the picture of him turning to look at me from the front seat while smiling is going to be the last picture of him in my head.” 

    I pulled myself back shocked, that car on the magazine was their car... it’s the news of the accident.

    “They kept me in the hospital bed for a long time even though I was fine but they were trying to hid the fact that my dad is dead.” She pulled her wallet and took a small picture of her dad 

    I took the picture from her “Oh my god I know him” I said, when I was a kid he was everywhere on the news 

   She nodded “He was a great businessman, he left a lot of money behind him, a lot of properties for us. It was me and my mom... it was only the two of us, she was all that left for me. I loved her so much, I loved her even more than my dad, I loved her so very much to the point that she was my everything, I’d die for her. But sometimes love doesn’t help with what’s inside someone’s head.” 

   I looked at her confused, what does she mean?!

  “She started to drew away and if you were close to her or not you can see her going to that dark place, she was empty, halo...I felt her losing herself to nothing. Every time I tried to talk to her she would push me away, saying I’m just a kid I won’t understand...she said she loved me but deep inside I know that it isn’t real, if she loved me she would’ve talked to me, she would’ve stoped wasting herself. She threw everything my dad left, she lost it all.” 

    Anger took over her voice as she continued to talk about her mom.

   “I hate her, I hate the one I remember her... hollow on the floor, I was very young to know anything about death but I knew she wasn’t on this earth anymore. She gave her whole life to that pills bottle, she