MONDAY ARGHH...

WHO HATES MONDAYS???? ME!!! ME!!! ME!!!

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"Everyone makes mistakes. But not everyone is given an opportunity to make things right. Not everyone gets a second chance. That is why if you are given the opportunity to fix your wrongs, you should be careful and play your cards right. Make sure that you do not make the same mistake twice"

A few days after, Tiffany received this quote coming from her bestfriend Jessica. She said her intention of getting Taeyeon back and she will do everything to make it right. She did a self reflection on how she per see things. Cheating is not a mistake. Its a choice. You have two choices its either you will be tempted or not. But she choose to be tempted and she succumb to the sinful act. She have a perfect life with her boyfriend and his son but she choose to be in this position. Now she have to suffer the consequences of her action.

She thinks back when her life doesnt have Taeyeon and Lincoln in it. She used to be a playgirl. Changing boyfriends like she was changing her clothes. She never imagine that she will meet a man who will accept her past and love her whole heartedly. She never imagine the happiness of pure love can give her but she just take him for granted for what? Temporary happiness. She became selfish again and now a life is at stake. Lincoln who doesnt understand anything is the one suffering from all her faults. 

During her reflecting days she came with a conclusions which are:

1. She demands more time from Taeyeon...

Taeyeons attention was not solely hers. Because he is a father he has a son to take care off. Call her anything you want but sometimes she wanted Taeyeon all by herself. She wanted all his attention and care. She sometimes felt jealous on how Taeyeon chooses Lincoln first before her. Dates were cancelled cause the kid is throwing tantrums. Time spent were lessen cause they need to go home early cause its past Lincoln's bedtime. Its will be unfair ffor Taeyeon if he will choose inbetween her and Lincoln. But if she just understand Taeyeon's situtation or she put herself in his shoes things wont escalate to this. She should have talked to him and told him her concerns.

2. She is not used in being involved in a long term relationship and now that things got serious with the both of them it scared her if she will be a good wife for him. 

Her past relationships will only last weeks or months but not long like this. Its scares her on how deep she and Taeyeon are falling for each other. What if at the end she choose to leave him or hurt him. But that is what she did and now Taeyeon hate her.

3. Being a mother scares her...

She grew up without a mother. She neve