- Everyone is talking about this. Everyone is re-watching it! What am I talking about? For us foreigners that weren’t in Tokyo Dome to watch SM Town on Sunday-Monday, here is an update. On Sunday after the first concert in Tokyo Dome, Super Junior members shared different video clips on their SNS where 5 Pieces was singing acapella to a certain someone whose back we saw. All Dong Bang Shin Ki fans should know the song, or at least Japanese fans as it was the Japanese song [Stay with me tonight], which is one of the group’s first singles in Japan from a long time ago. And 5 Pieces sang it. How precious isn’t that? And an acapella! Backstage at TOKYO DOME! And not just that, the person they were serenading the song to was none other than Dong Bang Shin Ki’s very own Choikang Changmin! I KNOW! JEEZ I AM FREAKING OUT HERE! How we know it is Choikang Changmin is because 5 Pieces also shared video clips but from a different angle that showed the grin on Changmin’s face (he looked like he was having the best time of his life, and I understand him!) It was heavenly. Emelia uploaded a longer version on 5 Pieces’ blog on Monday and wrote that in admiration to Dong Bang Shin Ki and to support Changmin for getting on the stage alone as Yunho has gone to the military, they decided to sing the song for him T.T I’m in tears. It is such a beautiful thing, don’t you think? It isn’t only about that 5 Pieces had such pure thoughts to do such a thing, it is that they pulled off the acapella flawlessly? I am not getting over that in a long time, I don’t know if I ever will! And in to more delicate updates. A week ago, Hannah injured herself. We all screamed and had a mess of reactions to that. I went to the airport to take pictures of 5 Pieces and SNSD when they were going to Tokyo for the concerts, and since SM Entertainment had said Hannah was fine and wouldn’t be left out in any activities, I expected her to come too, right? And she did. I thought she looked alright at the airport, she smiled with Maria and looked to be comfortable with her members. Then I came home and I looked through pictures online that other people had taken at the airport, and I noticed her hands. She was wearing bandage???? I got such a shock! So I contacted a few friends in Japan to ask them if they would see anything and on Monday morning I was updated from all corners about the Tokyo Dome concert. Hannah was beautiful. Her voice was strong and wonderful, her body looked great, but, she wore a jacket for EVERY performance? I know it could be nothing, but some high core cameras captured Hannah’s hands, and under the sleeves she wore bandage. She tried to cover her hands both concert days. It’s alright for me, if she wants to cover her hands from the injury it is alright, everyone praised her for doing so brilliantly great that no one really noticed it. Until the end of the first concert, I have been told, people didn’t know something was wrong and started to question the long sleeves, as my friends have sent short fan cams from when 5 Pieces performed their recent Japanese song [labyrinth] and it hurts my heart watching the videos I have uploaded here for you all. Hannah looked to be in so much pain yet she kept on dancing. I don’t know what all of you think but for me, Hannah shows her determination with this. She hurt her hands but she pulled through the concerts as if nothing had happened. It hurts to know it and I wish she could think more of herself than the rest of us… What is there to say more? The ending stage in Tokyo Dome. The first day, Maria was stuck by Hannah’s side, making me think our Princess Leader is taking care of our Hannah and I am actually happy for it. I have been told by my friends that solo singer Ana also was standing next to Maria and Hannah for mostly the whole ending, dancing and waving to the crowd. For the second day my friends said Hannah was on everyone’s radar because of her injury. Maria was close by the whole time though she was fooling around a lot with others, SHINee’s Taemin was seen doing a silly face next to Hannah (the day before they had reached their tongues out at each other?) and though I know a lot of people want to know of any interactions between Hannah and Jonghyun … yes, I’ve got a small one for you ;) During the ending stage day two it was caught just briefly but Ana stood between Hannah and Jonghyun when Jonghyun leaned back and he said something to Hannah that made her smile. Jonghyun looked happy after that so I am deadly curious of what he said to her?? Just to point it out, Ana is the most adorable one. In the pictures seen of the JjongHan moment, Ana just waved to the crowd and pretended she wasn’t standing between those two. Then at the airport heading back to Seoul, Ana was walking with Hannah and while I want to write she was holding a Hannah merchandise in her hand because she is a fan of 5 Pieces, I have been told she was given the merchandise before the pictures were taken so she was showing it off a bit too much while the two of them were laughing. Maria lived up to the Ana-5 Pieces fandom when waving a Ana merchandise that also was from the Tokyo Dome concert. The best thing is probably that Maria had it in her bag – it was not given by a fan and I think too many fans are currently writing fanfiction about this. But I just wanted to point out that cute friendship! ^^,   After coming back to Korea on Tuesday it’s like you want to go back to Tokyo for the rain. The weather is hot in Seoul, and I got no idea how Maria can sit down in the yard in shorts and tank top rolled up to work on her tan in the too hot sun. We started filming Good Sister in Tokyo yesterday for the second concert day; Kyungho was there too to play with SM Town and to charm our family once more, while he today is spending his summer break working on a movie that he has been working on this summer. The filming just started but he is working hard on it, and though I had planned to go see him I have been told to not go because of my hands. Apparently my Doctor, managers and members think I will ignore my injuries and go around use my hands unless I am at home. So wearing the relaxed trapeze silhouette dress in black with an embroidered trim along the v-neckline that Maria got from New York earlier this year I lie down on the wooden terrace outside the living-room. The dress has an effortlessly stylish boho style according to Maria, so last week she told me to wear some of the clothes she got for me when she went to New York (that I haven’t even touched…). It is a good dress for the summer, beside from the colour black, but lying on the porch I hide from the sun. Julia has taken out a chair to join Maria in the sun, Julia almost as pale as Carolina, who is not stepping out of the house to enjoy the hot summer day. “Come lie in the sun, Hannah,” Maria says. I watch her from a distance, seeing that she only moves when saying it, knowing I am in the shadow. “I like it over here…” I mumble against my arm. Both of the houses have the glass-door open to the yard. Julia’s mother has been working a lot in the yard, making it pretty with flowers and strawberry plants over by the stone wall surrounding our grounds. To not be part of the Good Sister recording she is staying inside the other house where we don’t have any cameras set up. I hear when Emelia comes back, only because Ryo is suddenly running between the houses to the front, telling us someone is coming. Emelia walks up between the houses, appearing above my head where I am lying down and when I look up at her she looks like she regrets taking Milo on a walk. She is wearing blue distressed jeans shorts, a thin belt to a dark top tugged in and a thin see-through cardigan in white. “It’s too hot,” Emelia groans. She sits down next to me, patting the porch for Milo to come. Ryo jumps up instead, but not to Emelia. He jumps up on the porch and makes me squeal when stepping over me so he can put his nose in my hair. Milo runs up after him as they were running around in the yard. “Hannah,” Emelia says, patting Milo who has lied down with his head on Emelia’s leg as soon as he came up on the porch. “Do you want to go for a ride later?” I grimace as she asks me that. Do you want to go for a ride? “Where to?” I ask. I don’t say it is a weird way to ask, ‘go for a ride’, not in this household anyway. “Visit Kyungho,” Emelia answers. “I want to see how it’s going for him too – his first movie and all.” “I was told not to go,” I point out. “I’ll be with you,” Emelia waves her hand at me to forget all the warnings I have been given. “Maria,” I higher my voice and Emelia laughs, “Maria, can I go?” “Where should you be going?” Maria asks, obviously she hasn’t been listening. “Emelia and I will go visit Kyungho.” “No.” “Come on, Captain,” Emelia chuckles. “Hannah, what did we say yesterday?” Maria asks, her tone has changed so I pout and sit up. “Hannah, what did we say?” “No outings until Doctor Song tells me to,” I mutter in Swedish, repeating the lecture I got from Maria when we were in Tokyo. “Just me then?” Emelia teases that she will go alone. I groan to Maria but get up on my feet to go inside, upset and angry for many reasons. Emelia laughs saying to the others that I am upset. I head inside my room to get my phone and I step outside again when the call is going through. I use my hands, I am too upset to bother. I have on loudspeaker and sit down again, which seems to annoy Ryo who went inside with me just to come back out and know I am sitting down again. “Appa,” I say as soon as I hear him answer, and Maria suddenly screams that I shouldn’t bring him in to this – but she stays lying in the sun, it could be fun if I wasn’t so upset. “Emelia is going to Kyungho’s set soon and I want to come along but Maria says I can’t.” “You can’t go,” Manager Lim says on the phone and I hear the two friends working on their tan laugh while Emelia takes the cell phone from my hand, very carefully. “Appa, it’s me,” Emelia says and clears . “I’m taking the car to visit Kyungho, alright, and it will be a quick visit to just see how he is doing as he is our little brother and he is filming his first movie and all. Hannah will create a ruckus if she can’t come and we all know Kyungho will be upset too-” “You ladies have just come home. Spend some time at home for a change, don’t rush off somewhere. Kyungho will come after he is done filming,” Manager Lim says and I give out a whine. “But Appa-” “I’m not changing what we have decided. Three hours ago you all agreed on this.” “You’re actually giving us house arrest, Appa?” Emelia asks. “I’m hanging up now,” he lightly says and Emelia keeps talking, then hearing the tone and she gapes at me, and then we have the laughing Maria and Julia lying in the sun. “Told you so,” Maria happily says. “He didn’t say anything about me not going,” Emelia says. “He did!” I burst out; shocked that she is still planning to go. “He didn’t,” Emelia smirks, “Hey, Julia, do you want to go with me?” “No thanks,” Julia coolly waves her hand. “I want to go…” I pout to Emelia who gets up on her feet carefully, placing Milo’s head on the porch but he lifts it up to see where she goes anyway. “But you can’t,” Emelia says a bit too happily and suddenly claps her hands, getting the attention of our pets. When she starts running around in the yard, playing with our dogs, I stay pouting on the porch. After the concert they all wanted to lecture me, telling me what I can’t do and telling me that if I can’t be careful on the stage I am not allowed up there again. I was threatened and lectured, it was very annoying and it is more annoying to know that Emelia will go see how Kyungho’s filming is going while I am not allowed to go. Emelia just runs around for a bit before coming back to the porch. “You’re really going?” I ask her when she is about to pass me. “Yeah… I’m not going to miss such an opportunity.” Emelia happily laughs her way in to the house, leaving me outside just staring into nowhere. I don’t know what to do at home. I could write something, but I am not allowed to use my hands; I can’t use my phone as that means I am using my hands; I can’t clean or cook to get rid of my restlessness either. So what the heck am I supposed to do? I head inside. I want to see what Emelia is doing; if she is seriously going or if she is just playing with me. I peek inside her bedroom, seeing Emelia grab her tablet. “I’m not going yet,” Emelia tell me with a smile. “You will go without me?” I ask in a low voice, hoping she can hear how sad I am over that. “Miss Hannah,” a quiet voice says behind me. I turn around with big eyes. I will never get used to her. So Yunhee, our maid, is standing outside the bedroom with her shoulders up to her ears in an uncomfortable posture. She has never worked around cameras before, today is first for her and I feel bad seeing how uncomfortable she is. We have told her she won’t have her face shown in the program, she can do her job without worrying about avoiding the cameras as the footage of her will not be used – maybe her back, but nothing else. “Yes?” I ask in an overly light tone. Emelia is smiling widely when walking by me, leaving the bedroom and I step outside of the room too (as it is Emelia’s room so when she leaves, I automatically steps outside). Yunhee steps to the side when Emelia walks by. “Do you have any laundry for me?” Yunhee asks in a low voice. “All the others have put their in the basket-” “Ah-ah, right, I’m sorry,” I gasp and hurry to walk around her to go to my room. Yunhee follows and I think when she sees the camera-woman who has been following me stays outside the room, she steps inside to hide behind the door. I squat down by the bag I had with me in Japan, holding my hands out to touch it when seeing the bandage on my hands. Crap. That was why I didn’t unpack my bag. “I can do that for you,” Yunhee suddenly says and sits down next to me, opening the bag quickly. I can’t even pick out my own dirty clothes. My hits the floor when I sit down. I want to cry when I see Yunhee pick out the clothes, asking me if she should wash all of them. It takes some time before I realise she is waiting for a response and I am just looking at her. “I’m sorry,” I breathe out at her. “Do you want me to get Maria?” Yunhee wonders, her voice low and eyes looking worriedly at me. “Take the things in the plastic bag,” I mumble and struggle to get up on my feet, without another word I leave my own bedroom. I think I might get a panic attack or something. I rush to the bathroom, fumbling with my bandaged hands to lock the door after me and as soon as it is locked I lean my head against the door, just about to burst out crying from the pain in my chest when remembering the cameras outside might catch the sound so I turn on the water for both the sink and the shower before sitting down to cry. It could be me not knowing how else to react t