So hey guys here's the alternate ending! I just copied some of the parts from the other ending so you can skip the other parts. I'll put a 'mark' so that's where you can start reading.

MAY CONTAIN SELF-HARMING... I REPEAT.... MAY CONTAIN SELF-HARMING... MAY. SO TRIGGER WARNING FOR Y'ALL.

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"So how will we find, Taehyung?" Jin asked as they were now outside their dormitories.

"Go to Daegu." Suga simply answered. "Because he did say in his letter that he went back home."

"Right, right." Jin nodded. "But do you know exactly where his house is?"

"Did you forget that Taehyung and I went to Daegu together?" Suga rolled his eyes.

"So?"

"Yes I know where his house is."

"Okay, its settled then. A train to Daegu it is." Namjoon said and the boys walked to the train station, buying tickets to Daegu.

Of course, the inevitable happened. Fangirls swarmed them in the train station and took pictures to them. After taking a picture, a girl asked Jimin question.

"Jimin oppa." The girl called out.

"Yes?" Jimin smiled, but it didn't reach his eyes, which is very unusual for him and his fans.

"Jimin oppa, why are you sad?" 

"Huh? I'm not sad." He forced his smile to grow bigger, but he just can't do it.

"Your smile doesn't reach your eyes." The girl said sadly. "And why isn't Taehyung oppa here?"

Jimin's heart started to clench at the sound of Taehyung's name. He suddenly started tearing and the girl was shocked.

"Oppa, why are you crying??"

Jimim wiped up his tears, "Its nothing, its nothing. Uhm, we have to get going. I guess I'll see you soon. Bye." Jimin tried to smile again, but it just hurt really, so he stopped trying.

"Oppa, I hope you'll feel better soon." The girl said and muttered a goodbye as she walked away.

The boys got on their train towards Daegu now and awaited the three-hour long trip that's headed for them.

I would say three hours for a train ride will be a bit boring. It isn't really that long, but you have nothing to do the whole time. Unless you brought a book, listen to music, read fanfiction and whatnot. Yoongi was grateful because as usual he'd sleep the whole time. Jungkook just stared out the window thinking about Taehyung. All that's been running in his mind is Taehyung. Honestly, isn't the Taehyung in his head tired of running? Twenty four seven, Taehyung is always in his head, even in sleep.

"Yo, Kookie. Watcha thinkin' about?" Namjoon asked, nudging Jungkook to snap him into reality.

"Oh... You know what I'm thinking about." Jungkook shrugged as if it was nothing. Namjoon just hummed as a reply and turned to look at Jin who was sitting across of him, sleeping on Jimin's shoulder while Jimin also looked dazed and was looking outside the window.

Namjoon thought that these two are the ones who show their love more for Taehyung. I guess those four boys like Taehyung all in the same way. No one's love for Taehyung is greater than the other's. They're just simply equal. Its just that even though Hoseok and Suga love Taehyung just as much as Jimin and Jungkook does, they don't show much actions unlike Jimin and Jungkook.

"Hey, Jungkook... Wanna change with Jin?" Namjoon asked.

"Why, hyung?" Jungkook asked, his eyebrows knitted in confusion, then his eyes lit up in realization and was about to tease Naamjoon like hell. "Oh, I see."

Namjoon didn't blush, but he just smiled goofily.

"Okay, then." Jungkook said, motioning to stand up. Namjoon nodded and stood up, giving him way. Jungkook woke up Jin which stirred from his sleep and glared at Jungkook for ruining his sleep. He leant down and whispered something to Jin which made him blush and walk over to the other side of the train, which is beside Namjoon, who was still standing there. He sat down next to the window and was looking at Namjoon expectantly. Namjoon sat down and Jin immediately placed his head on Namjoon's shoulder and slept. Namjoon smiled and gently rested his head on Jin's.

Jimin and Jungkook internally awed at the scene, but then kept quiet. Both were awkwardly quiet because they just had a fight a few hours ago. It was always like this when the two boys had a fight.

"So... Do you miss him?" Jimin suddenly asked.

"What kind of question is that? Of course I do." Jungkook rolled his eyes. Jimin jutt chuckled a bit, knowing that it was really stupid of him to ask that question because everyone misses him. He just wanted to lift up the awkward air, but it seems like it didn't even move a bit.

"So... Did you really mean what you said?" Jimin asked again. He was in desperate need of lifting up the awkward air between them.

"Said what?" Jungkook asked, confusion obviously written across his face.

"That you're willing to share Taehyung with us."

"As long as he doesn't leave, I'm willing."

"But aren't we selfish to keep him here when he's not even happy staying with us?"

Now that suddenly got Jungkook thinking. If Taehyung stayed with them, would he be happy? Would his burdens be lifted up if he continued staying with the boys?

"Well, if he isn't happy, then I won't force him." Jungkook answered mindlessly. Taehyung's happiness is better than his own. He's willing to sacrifice Taehyung if it makes him happy, but then Taehyung's departure isn't definite. So they'll do their best to get Taehyung back.

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Right now, Taehyung was moping inside his room. He just wanted to disappear from this world. He doesn't know how to handle his feelings. His eyes are bloodshot from all the crying and the sleepless night that has been bestowed upon him from all the thoughts and regrets flowing through his mind.

"Taehyung, honey, please come down and eat. I'm worried about you." Taehyung's mother knocked on Taehyung's door as it was time for breakfast.

"No thanks, mom. I'm alright." He lied and just sulked in his bed more. He was torturing himself more by listening to their songs. Such a masochist. Taehyung thought of himself as he just looked up at the ceiling whereas the light from the window was shining through his room, the only light lit in it anyways.

He was regretting everything. He shouldn't've left. He's been regretting everything lately and its stupid because he's done the stupid thing of leaving already. Its useless. Its as if he never wants to show his face to the boys anymore from so much shame. He thinks that they think of him as weak because he ran away from his problems. He knows he's useless.

But then he doesn't know that they care for him more than anything else in the world, which makes it crazy enough.

Taehyung's overreacting, but he doesn't know that because what fills his mind are the suicidal thoughts, the other thoughts that were running in his mind other than regretting. He thinks he's useless. Also another thing running around his head.

Maybe he should just end it all today.

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Finally, the boys arrived at Daegu at about after lunch, since the train had some problem, which took time to fix, but got back in track and they hurriedly got out of the train, stumbling in the process, having to push through people, but politely. They heard some screams, probably just some fangirls, but they ignored it. For now, they have to find Taehyung.

"Suga, lead the way." Jin said as they continued running and following Suga.

"I'm on it."

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It was already lunch and Taehyung still didn't go out when his mother came. It was the perfect time to do his little plan. He feels weak, but then he has no fear in executing it at the same time.

Taehyung walked to one of his drawers and found his old cutter lying there, the blade covered in rust. This will do.

Taehyung walked to the bathroom, locking the door shut and washed his face before looking at himself one more time. He looked at himself one more time and cringed because of how he was. How he was really weak and how weaklings should be put to death. 

He held the blade up and examined it. He lowered it down to a vital point. He was going to do it. He was actually going to end his life. And no one could stop him. His hands were shaking and he was almost going to slash at his skin when,

"Taehyung open this door right now!" Jin suddenly shouted from the other side.

"No! I'm gonna end my life and that's final!" Taehyung cried. He was actually crying now. The blade was still pressed to his skin, but not moving it to cut it.

"Oh no you don't." Jin said. "Namjoon, if you please." Jin made way as Namjoom nodded. Namjoon backed away from the door and charged at it, completely opening the door. It literally flew from its hinges.

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They ran inside and tried to open the bathroom door, but it was locked. They banged on it telling Taehyung to stop and open the door.

"Taehyung open this damned door!!" Suga shouted as he frantically banged on the door. He was already crying. He can't lose Taehyung. He just can't.

Taehyung ignored them and focused on what he was about to do. No one can stop me. I'm doing this and there's no turning back now.

Taehyung immediately slashed on his wrist where his nerves spilled blood. He fell to the floor, dropping the cutter. The boys heard the clatter of the cutter and so they panicked more.

"Hyung! Please open the door!" Jungkook panicked.

"Mrs. Kim! Please I need the key to your bathroom!" Jin shouted. In no time, Mrs. Kim rushed upstairs and threw the key at Jin. Jin hurriedly opened the door and...

They were too late. 

Taehyung was lying down on the tiled floor, in a pool of his own blood. Jimin fell down on the floor and tears flew out of his eyes. Jungkook immediately sat down and clasped Taehyung's lifeless body, not caring if he got blood on his clothes. 

They were all broken. It would never be the same without Taehyung.

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(One year later)

The boys dressed up and got ready to go see Taehyung. They loaded the van and they drove to the cemetery.

When they got there, they walked past graves and walked to the one which had a cross on it. They sat down on the newly mown grass, around the grave.

Hoseok laid a bouquet of flowers on Taehyung's grave.

"Its been exactly one year since his death." Namjoon said gravely and no one even decided to talk.

They all just held back tears. Especially, Jimin, Jungkook, Hoseok and Suga. They loved Taehyung so much. With all their hearts. They were willing to give so much to Taehyung.

Jungkook doesn't know if he's lucky that he was the last one Taehyung kissed or should that be a sad reminder that that was the last time Taehyung's lips will meet his.

Jimin couldn't hold it in. He loved Taehyung so much. He never loved anyone that much. He still can't get over the fact that he's already dead. 

And its been one year. None of them has ever been the same. They broke up in the middle of the year, but they still remained friends and dormmates. They just can't handle that Taehyung has just died. It wouldn't be BTS anymore, so it was better that way.

"So, Taehyung... We're back." Jin tried to sound cheery, but it didn't come out too good. "Uhm... We're not BTS anymore, sadly, but we're all still friends."

They were filled with another silence.

"Look, Taehyung, its never been the same. It will never be the same without you. We just miss you... A lot." Suga sighed.

"Whatever happens we'll always love you. Please don't forget that."

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Okay so yeah here's the alternate ending! I had to make it quick since I have to practice something for my guitar thing at school! So hope you enjoyed! Bye~

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