Jiyong explained to me when I was brought to this hell called hospital. He said it was Kris who informed Uncle Jo Kwon about me. He said Kris noticed swollen lymph nodes in my neck and I was having a high fever and I wasn't waking up. Kris was the one who carried me to the hospital with uncle Kwon and uncle Shindong by his side, Jiyong receive the text from my uncle and rushed in. He says he was absent because he took care of some business or some sort, he wouldn't tell me.

"How are you feeling?"

"..Weak" I was looking closely at Jiyong's eyes, He was about to cry again.

"Jiyong.." I was about to reach for him to give him a hug but he stood up from his seat

"I'll go tell the others that you're awake now." He sniffed then left.

Seconds later Kris came in. I smiled when I saw his presence again.

"Now you know my secret.." I laughed

"Secret? That you have leukemia? I was going to tell you on the bus that I knew about it already." He walked slowly and went at my side with his hands on his pockets, still in his school uniform.

"Thank you and sorry.."

"For what?"

"For carrying my heavy here." We laughed like it was a normal thing.

"Amber.. I want to tell you some-"

"Amber!"

"Hyung.." Donghae and Jonghyun rushed inside the room, Kris stepped back to give them some space then bowed a little ad left them.

"K-Kris wait.." Amber's brothers looked haggard and exhausted.

"Ber.."

"You made us worry there for a second.." They were starting to cry too. The door swung open again and one by one her friends and family came in. Some were crying, some were mad, while others were just shocked with the news. Everyone is here..

"Without you, their worlds would shutter."

Dad.. I held my brothers hands and said sorry one last time. 

this must be the shortest update I ever made XD hahahahaha sowwy..  V(o u o)V

BYIEEEEEEEE~!