A group of guys ran for the entrance of the emergency room.

Amber let go of Minho's embrace and wanted to see who they were, they followed behind them.  

Behind the curtain was the man and his wife that was ran over by her dad's car.

"NOOOOO!" A boy cried out, Amber wanted to see who he was but he was facing his back at her and his friends were tall so she couldn't see. Minho gripped his hands on her arms

"Let's go, we'll talk to them later when they get settled and calmed down" Minho pushed her away from the scene.

But they never got to talk to them because they didn't want any disturbances.

They went back to the room and found her brothers exhausted, Donghae was leaning on the wall looking out at the window while Jonghyun was sitting on the sofa his head on his hands looking on the floor and her dad was still crying. The scene was so depressing. 

She went over to her dad and took a handkerchief and wiped his tears.

"Dad don't cry.. please? I don't like seeing you like this.. I.. I'll start c-crying too if you keep on crying.."

Her dad sat up and hugged her "..I'm sorry Ber.. It's just that.. I still miss her so much.."

I looked at him again with pity..

Stop looking for her! She has her own family now! She doesn't deserve you dad!

I wanted to tell him those words but things would just end up worse. I smiled at him while tears were still flowing down my cheeks

"I-I miss her t-too.." I was stuttering.

She ruined dad's life.. She might be my mother and the one who took care of us but she doesn't deserve to know dad's accident. Let her live her own life. Donghae hyung even thought of having annulment papers signed. 

Dad was discharged the next following day. Everything was back to normal after that, like nothing happened at all. 

I told my brothers about how mom was doing. I know I shouldn't tell them because it would just bring back painful memories but I couldn't just keep this to myself all the time. 

Dad was feeling down more than before. He had headaches all the time and we wanted him to bring to the doctor but he insisted not to. I think I got my stubbornness from him. We brought him to the doctor forcefully because he really didn't want to. We asked our doctor to come instead of us going to the hospital since dad never wanted to come back to that "hell hole" is what he calls. He told us that it was very severe, all we needed was to wait. I couldn't stop crying the next days and nights without looking at that with pity. Even Jjong hyung and Donghae hyung was having a hard time. But we had nothing to do but wait until all his sufferings would disappear. I stopped going to school for a month to take care of dad. I wanted him to live but that's not how life works. And I was too selfish to ask for that, Every time I look at his state at couldn't help but cry and he would just smile at me

"Don't cry Ber.. This isn't your fault" his words were almost a whisper and very slow. I needed to be strong. For him. If I let him see me cry, he would just feel guilty about it. He always gave us a warm smile even when everything was turning upside down, he would always be there to cheer us up. Then one time, dad called all of us for an announcement. He secretly signed a few papers and told Donghae hyung that he would take over dad's job which was great, then Dad gave a small company for Jjong hyung to start a music company even when he was still studying. We were all happy about all dad said then he last turned to me

"Ber.. I want you to have this.. This is a necklace my mother gave to me.. I can still feel her warmth.. (author's note: uuuugh creepy..) Take good care of it. It's now yours"

I broke down and cried, it was both sadness and joy at the same time. 

Dad died 3 days after he gave us his belongings/gifts. We were all sad but at the same time we were happy he died with nothing heavy inside of him. Or so we thought.  We would visit dad all the time and when we would the grave would always be clean with amaryllis flowers placed neatly.

Dad's favorite.

It means love and delicacy.

Only one person other than us would know dad's favorite.

Mom. 

But not all the time we had to visit him. Sometimes it's just me and Minho. Donghae hyung was now in a higher ranking in dad's company. He still needed to be taught so dad's assistant Hyuna helped him.

Many weren't convinced that my dad would give his place in someone who wasn't even that part of the company, while others were happy that the new head would be a youngster which would make the company last longer.

Jjong hyung gathered all his friends in the music courses to help him out in his upcoming new company when they graduate and it would help him and his friends to find a job quickly. He's most closest friends Onew oppa and Luna unnie were part of it.

Then we heard the great news about Jo Kwon oppa and Ga In unnie getting engaged. Oppa was a teacher in a popular school in our city while Unnie was a co-worker of Donghae hyung. Donghae hyung told us the news before the real couple even told us about it. I became close to Ga In unnie, I was really girly before. I forced her to tell me about all the romantic stuff they do and how sweet Jo Kwon oppa was to her.

When I hear about her stories I would always think of who would be my lucky husband.

Maybe I already met him? Or maybe meeting would be the best thing that would happen to my life? I'm think I'm going crazy. Well a girl could dream right?