It had been days after my accident meeting with the pres. I was getting ready to meet the boys later in the afternoon. I texted Lay to meet him at the studio to dance at 5pm after my sessions with the other guys at the coffee shop.

I went downstairs to cook up some breakfast, Jjong hyung was at the studio early with Luna unnie and Onew oppa. I texted him and asked permission to use their studio later. Donghae hyung was on a plane flying back from work overseas, we'd pick him up at 9pm. I went to the fridge and saw a sticky note  

Amber, could you please go to the hospital and get a bag for your transfusions, I'm still busy until the afternoon so I couldn't pick it up. Thanks~!  

                                                           Love 'Hyun hyung <3

I giggled at the last part. Ever since our parents died, Jonghyung hyung has been the mother and the father in our family instead of Donghae hyung, because Donghae hyung was more careless. And we all agreed to that.

I was walking down the streets in my usual civilian get up. My old cadet cap, a white wife beater underneath a checkered polo with my comfortable pedals and mid-high cut chucks.  I saw a bubble tea stand, and I was craving for it even if I would get coffee later. I went inside and ordered. I was walking towards my seat but I didn't notice that suddenly I bumped into some tall person. I almost spilled my drink on him.

"S-sorry" I looked up and saw Kris, the person that I'd least expect to see.

"Oh.. Amber" "Hey Kris"

We sat at the corner. Sitting opposite from each other. I can never understand what his thinking, every time I look at him in the eye it feels so blank. It felt awkward, we don't usually talk to each other on a school day so we didn't have much to talk about so I just kept looking at the cars and strangers passing by and sip on my cup.

C'mon Kris! Think of a topic! Anything! Ah! Ask her where she's going! Yeah! That! I cleared my throat

"So Where are you headed off to?" Yes! I didn't stutter!

"Well.. I'll be going to the hospital to run an errand for my brother, How 'bout you?"

Hospital? Why in an hospital? Never mind that! Answer quick!

"I'll be meeting up with D.O. and the others later"

"Oh you are? Me too" She smiled at me then she looked at her watch

"I better go now" what a short conversation you have there Kris! Follow her!

"Wait! Since we will both meet them up later, why I accompany you?" I squeaked a little then she giggled

"Yeah okay"

They road a bus to the hospital. Kris would always start the conversation while they were on the way. Kris forgot to ask her which hospital they'd go to so only when they got there, he viewed what hospital it is.

The same hospital his dad had a car accident and died. He shivered when he remembered that very day. But he shrugged it.

"Wait here, I'll go talk to the nurse" He nodded and sat down on the waiting area. He was watching them, he noticed that the nurse was looking at her suspiciously, then he went back to his computer.

The nurse told me to wait a couple of minutes then I looked around and saw a door leading to an open garden. I signaled Kris to follow me. I asked the nurse if I could go inside and he said it was fine.

I texted Jjong hyung that I'd just be waiting for the nurse to pick it up for me.

It looks so familiar..

She sat down at the old rusted bench next to Kris. She was viewed the whole place then she looked at a window where a patient was sleeping inside and there was a cute flower bed just below that window.

Someone was smiling at me at that very window.. But I can't recall the face, just the smile.

A blue butterfly landed on a flower and her eyes widened at the sight of it. Amber's hands were shaking, accidentally let go of her phone and fell on the ground then she started breathing hard and Kris right away noticed and put his hand on her back

"Amber, you okay? Amber? Yah! Amber! Nurse!!"

I remember everything. I remember that that butterfly is the Emperor butterfly, my only company in this place. I saw Jiyong at that very window smiling at me. I woke up and saw Jiyong looking sad and I cupped his face and I suddenly kissed him and I gave him the same book that I saw in the library. 

Amber was sweating bullets and Kris kept calling her

"Amber! What's wrong? Hey!" he was shaking her and a nurse came "What's happening here?" She couldn't hear their voices then tears started running down her cheeks then faced Kris. He couldn't do anything but hug her tight then she cried on his chest remembering all those painful memories she caged inside her for years in a blink of an eye escaped.

I'm sorry if I just updated just now, I wanted to update 2 chaps and I was running out of iseas yesterday because of 'DEADLIEST DEALINES OF PROJECTS'

Chanyeol and Beakhyun aren't bros and Kris' past is the same as Amber's .. almost :3 and Jiyong's.. Jiyong is... :3 

I'm giving a few hints.. hahaha this story might be longer than I thought XD 

SEMBREAK IS COMING!!! I might updated everyday (maybe) 

hahaha i noticed I don't have keyber here :33

I thought at first that Luna was older than Amber when they debuted and that sulli was just the fake cute maknae hahahaha

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