Another day to endure my pain.. 

I saw Exo by the cafeteria once again, complete.

"Hey guys!" They noticed my presence like wolves who suddenly saw a piece of llama meat.

"AMBER!"

"AMBER NOONA!"

"EMBEO!"

"NOONA!!" They all shouted together and hugged me. I said thank you to them and apologized to them for making them worry. After the hug I looked at everyone and found that one of the members are missing.

"Where's kris?" I asked

"He just talked to Mr. Kwon about something, he'll be back soon."

"Ah okay."

I haven't seen Jiyong all day.. Is he absent? I didn't get to greet him this morning with a text because I ran out of bars. 

I wanted to face Kris and apologize for the night we almost kissed. It's now or never right? 

I excused myself after classes and talked to Mr. Kwon about my dream about Amber. I couldn't concentrate on anything so I needed someone who knew Amber and could keep a secret and that person is Mr. Jo Kwon. I was in the faculty room, good thing he was the only one there.

"Sir I need to tell you something." I told him about my dream and asked him to explain why. He was hesitant at first but he said e couldn't hide anymore and told me about Amber's story.

"I'm sorry Kris.. She inherited this from her mother. I thought that she was already cured but then she.. she only made it worse and now.." he sighed and I noticed that he was holding back his tears.

"She has Leukemia.."

I went back to the cafeteria to eat with the guys but my legs were shaking and weak. I tried walking slowly but the thought of Amber.. dying is.. I just.. can't.

I have to tell her once and for all what I really feel about her.

Chen tapped on my shoulder and pointed at someone

"There's Kris." I walked towards Kris' direction and he looked so pale.. What's wrong? Jiyong suddenly blocked my way with his mesmerizing smile and I forgot what I was thinking just a second ago. 

"Amber!" I saw her walking towards me but then Jiyong blocked it and I saw him carrying flowers at his back. What's going on here?

"Amber, I want to tell you something.. I've been wanting to tell you this ever since then. You're my butterfly Amber, it's because of you my everyday is always filled with smiles and laughter. I've always wanted to protect you. I like you Amber Josephine Liu." He showed me what was behind his back, they were my favorite flowers again. Everyone in the cafeteria were at awe and cheering, I looked at him giggling

"so.. Will you be my girlfriend?" I heard everyone saying yes but the back of my head was telling me to say no.

"Yes." He hugged me tight and lifted me up, everyone was clapping and cheering.

Finally! He asked me out!  I felt like the happiest girl in the world!

I'm too late..

Kris walked away from the happy scene.

The jig is up. 

Her illness :3 sorry for the long update but after I updated chap ..29? Was it 29? ..okay the cliffhanger part, after that chap we had our exams so I couldn't update haha sorry :)) a few more chapters aaaaand goodbye :)

bye. :)