35 Ever Enough
Ever Enough
It's been a month and a half since Jiyong and I started dating. Things are going well and steady, but Jiyong is getting more busy with studies and has less time with me. I understand him because he wants to study in a well known school. He tries to call me every night even when it's supposed to be his time of sleep and I think it's sweet he does that, but I don't want him to get health problems because of me so we only talk to each other on the phone sometimes.
In school we don't talk to each other very much especially on break times. He tries to entertain me a few times but I keep on pushing him away so I wouldn't bother him with his studies.
"No fair. How come you're not studying for an entrance exam?" He pouted.
"I'll skip a year and take the exams next year." We were in the cafeteria hanging out. Jiyong sat in the opposite side of the table holding my hand across the table while Deasung sat at my right side and Young bae at my left while Jiyong was in between Seunghyun and Seungri.
"No public display of affections in the cafeteria please!" Daesung took my hand while Young bae removed Jiyong's hold on my hand, I laughed at their jealousy
"sorry guys." I apologized
"Yah! Why are all of you here even anyway? This is my alone time with Amber!"
"Well dragon-ssi, All of the tables are full so we had to sit here." Seunghyun said
"And we want to look out for Amber, you might do something weird in front of her or worse." Young bae snickered then I giggled at him and looked at Jiyong who's face suddenly turned rose pink
"HEY! What the heck are you all thinking about?! I would never hurt Amber or even do anything to her!" Jiyong crossed his arms
"Really hyung? Are you sure about that?" Seungri smirked and I had to bow my head to hide my blush
"Y-YAH! Stop it! Aish!!" Jiyong scratched his head then stood up taking his things and pulling me up also
"I told you we shouldn't have stayed here. Let's go back to our usual place." then Jiyong pulled me with him walking away from the four guys
"There gonna do something, I just know it." Young bae whispered that Jiyong and I would hear
"Wanna bet?" Daesung snorted
"I bet they will~" then they all laughed. Hearing the guys howling behind us, I waved at them and smiled at their silliness
"YOU GUYS ARE GAY!" Jiyong shouted at them.
We walked back to the garden where we always stay.
"I'm sorry I forced you to come and eat with me at the cafeteria.. and ruined your studying.." I pouted
"Nah, it's okay." he wrapped his pinky with mine.
"It's just that the guys keep on teasing me about you, and I just don't want to show them my weak side that's all." he looked away from me to hide his reddish face. I pulled his face closer to mine and rubbed my thumbs on his cheeks and smiled at him
"My dragon~ I Love You so so much~! Don't you ever forget that." His expression suddenly turned to a frown
"I'm still not satisfied.. it's not enough." I silently laughed and answered with a lame excuse
"it's Ever Enough~!"
Our eyes locked in each others gaze then he slowly closed his eyes then he slowly opened it again.
"Ever Enough huh?"
his mouth forming a straight line then I slowly removed my hold on his head,
Am I disappointed that my love for him isn't enough?
Then it was his turn, he slid his right hand behind my back then his left hand behind my head leaning forward, he kissed me then I closed my eyes and so did he.
It was only for a few seconds until I broke the kiss and I smiled at him maybe somehow.. satisfied. We both laughed at ourselves. He hugged me tight, I rested my head on his shoulder
"Is it still not enough for you?"
I asked, hitting his back lightly while we were still hugging then he laughed and pulled away from the hug and we looked in each others eyes and he answered.
"It's Ever Enough."
He stated then kissed me on the forehead.
I'm lying to you G.D. My selfish wish all coming true.. I Love You Jiyong~
Our moment was cut when we heard a tin can clank on the tiled floor of the hallway.
There stood Kris, his blank expression still as usual but I feel like I was caught for doing something wrong.
"Sorry for disturbing you two.." he picked up the can, threw it in the trash bin then left quickly.
I have no right to interfere with them, I'm starting to forget her anyway.
So maybe seeing them together will help me more to forget about her and reality would just hit me that she- ... That she... That she already loves someone else.. And that's fine with me and I'm fine with that.
Just seeing her smile from a far is Enough.
Sorry for the late update :(
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Is anyone curious as to why my title is Ever Enough? no one? no one? ..Okay. :)
ghost readers~! :3
BYIEEEEEEE~!
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