I arrived at the building where the photoshoot was taking place. Yes I know I was trying to avoid coming, but for some reason, I felt like I needed to come. I was greeted by a team of makeup artists and the clothing crew. They quickly got me changed into a very, royal kind of style dress. It was a thin, red, satin dress that stopped mid-thigh. They put heavy shining necklaces, earing, bracelets and rings on me, curled my hair and powdered my face. I was getting so nervous sitting in a chair waiting for BEAST to arrive. Everytime the doors of the building swung open, my heart would stop, and my face will start to burn. My eyes were glued to the doors. The "nervous-ness" finally got to me and I needed to go outside for some air. I walked outside, quite loudly actually because of the heels on my shoes. I pushed the doors open and felt the breeze of the rather warm night. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. I thought about how much I didn't want to be here right now. I thought about first meeting BEAST at the CUBE building. I thought about how I was invited to stay with BEAST at their dorm. I thought about Junhyung kissing me. I thought about Hyunseung telling me he loved me. I thought about Junhyung and Hyunseung fighting. I thought about Doojoon telling me to leave. I thought about how much I cried that day. I thought about the feeling I got right when I walked out their door for the very last time. My head started to ache and my eyes slowly opened. I was getting dizzy. Thinking back about all of that made me stumble and just about fall over. Someone caught my arm and pulled me back to regain balance. I looked up to see Junhyung with the smile I fell for. You again.