what is infinite

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What's left behind when the heavy, sticky make-up is all washed away, and the members of Infinite aren't expected to look happy? What do they crave for when the flashy, too-tight clothes get left behind backstage, and they sleep in their dorms in comfortable, loose clothing and no one can criticize them for dressing like a bum? What if they were actual people with actual feelings and insecurities and mistakes and flaws, and they're not as perfect and wonderful as we all think they are? 

Despite being handsome, talented, attractive, charming, humorous, and practically perfect in our eyes, do they still have to go through struggling with their image? Do they have unrequited love experiences, and do they ever have to cry themselves to sleep, or stay up all night because they were so frustrated they couldn't even rest their heartbeats? Do they ever get that sad feeling when they realize that the people they see everyday aren't so simple and easy to read as they thought; that they were also people with insecurities and mistakes and flaws?

 

dedicated to my senpai: lirazel

 

Foreword

Sungyeol's tired of being thought of as a child; he's twenty-two years old now. His chubby cheeks are gone, and he's grown into his long legs and arms. He's unlike Woohyun, who's still insecure about his body and constantly worrying and worrying and he seems to care so much that he forgets that he's a human too and that he needs to be cared for as well. Dongwoo's similar to Woohyun in that way, but he, unlike Woohyun, knows that he has all of the members to be there for him to take care of him and worry about him when something bothers him. Hoya knows this too, but sometimes he doesn't know exactly how to care for someone; he doesn't know how to bring someone back up on their feet, he doesn't know how to make someone stop crying or how to comfort someone when they feel like their world has come apart. Sungjong almost always knows how to make someone feel better. Sungjong sees so much and he understands more than what other people think, but being the youngest, no one ever listens to him and he just gets so frustrated that he doesn't even want to offer his opinion anymore because no one's going to listen anyway. While Sungjong's crying to be heard, Myungsoo's the one with almost too much attention, and honestly, he just wants some alone time and he's so tired of hearing about how handsome his face is. Sunggyu's supposed to be the one who can take care of these kinds of messes. He's supposed to be the big leader that knows everything about the rest of the members: that Woohyun's lip quivers when he's nervous, that Myungsoo's eyes waver back and forth when he's caught of guard- things like that. But like every other human being, sometimes he forgets.

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sasofy
#1
I know you're probably on a hiatus right now, but I just wanted to let you know that I really really love this story. Even though it's been such a long time since the last update, I still find myself thinking about it from to time and coming back here to re-read it. I don't know if you will ever continue it, but if you did I'd be super happy ㅠㅠ♡
aena93 #2
Chapter 33: oh my god..i freaking love this... arghhh..sungyeol why you are so oblivious... poor myungsoo and woohyun... i don't even know who i wish will end up with sungyeol cause i love all the ship..gyuyeol..myungyeol and wooyeol..although i wish it will be myungsoo cause myungyeol is my no 1 otp...but then i love wooyeol too..arghhh... well anyway this is so freaking awsome... i freaking love it.. i hope you will continue it one day though...
TooFabulous #3
Chapter 33: Oh my god Iam in love with this story pls update ... Uhuhu * cries ugly *
I just love the chemistry between .. These ships .. I never shipped Guyeol before BUT I FELL IN LOVE WITH THEM !! This story is the best !!
hikage3
#4
Chapter 33: I can't decide who I want Sungyeol to end up with. They're all good >.<
Plz update soon, because I really like this ^-^
FlamingMe
#5
Chapter 33: fml this is so good! maaaaan i even got confused because the love triangle lol, hope you can update cuz i like it so much! <3
littlebuterfly199435
#6
Chapter 33: Can you please.....................update T^T.It's now October so plzzzzzz where r u?!!please come back.
luhanxoxo
#7
Chapter 33: It started off so great and realistic and then like.....Sungyu and Sungyeol happened. I'm not hating on you, you're a really good writer but wow that is like my least liked ship ever. Ah, well I will contine to read whatever more you write of this story with hope that Myungyeol happens~
aluoa14 #8
I really like the way you made the characters' emotions and conflicts seem so realistic and genuine and overall your writing is superb.
Personally, I wish myungsoo ends up with sungyeol not with sungjong or any one else.
Myungyeol all the way!!.
Cassiopeia501 #9
Chapter 33: omona but gyu~ im sure gyu is going to support him~ but woohyun needs him too
cyd4294
#10
Chapter 33: for a second, i thought that yeol got the previous myung's role.
but california? that far? wow