Secret Crush

My First Love

When It came to lunch break I took Jaein to the roof top where Me, Yoseob and Kikwang started eating, I went there early so that I could talkto her about some things before they came. We stood leaning over the rail around the top and told her about why I moved, my mother, tutoring and now live with Yoseob and his mother.

Jaein hugged me after I had finished, she had a caring smile over her face glad that I was doing ok but sad that she wasn't there for me when my mother passed away.While we were in the middle of hugging eachother Yoseob and Kikwang walked out of the door and walked to a shaded spot behind a wall, the rooftop was suprisingly the only spot in the whole school where no one but us went to so it was very peaceful. Kikwang and Yoseob sat down then we walked over towards them and I personally introduced Jaein to them.

"Guys," they looked up towards us,"This is my friend Wu Jaein, she was my neighbour where I use to live, we were really close she is like my sister that I neve had."

They could  tell that I was extremely happy to see her the whole time I spoke about her I had a stupid look on my face that reminded them of a small child being excited they get a lolly. For most of the lunch break I just talked about her telling them about everything we went through, how we would talk about what  our schools we like and how the guys would always fall for her instantly. 

I didn't take that much notice but for once Jaein was really nervous, since we've been friends I haven't seen her this nervous before. When I finally stopped talking we all had a casual conversation, Yoseob brang up the idea that we all should one day go out and have a karaoke night together. We all got excited at the thought of it. It's been ages that I went and did karaoke its better than singing my myself at least, that's when Jaein spoke up and told the guys of my embarrassing moment when I sang, she thought it was cute but I didn't think so.

" Talking about karaoke , I remembered a time when Eun Mi-ah . . . . Stop don't say any more!" I interrupted her hoping she would stop but instead she smirked and kept telling them about what happened.

"I think it was maybe only a year or two ago but Eun Mi-ah sang I front of me when I was upset to make me feel better. But the thing is she dressed up I. A cute little outfit and put a pair of cat ears on her head. She was so cute and adorable it made me forget why I was so sad."

As she was telling the story I sat up so that my head was sitting on my knees, it almost looked like I was crying, I was so embarrassed I couldn't look up. While I was on my own world of embarrassment Kikwang glanced at me.

I would really love it see her dressed up in a cute outfit with cat ears, sigh . . . but I might only get the chance to see that in my dreams if I’m lucky.

After Jaein told them my most embarrassing story I still couldn’t lift my head, I stayed like that for a few minutes until the bell rang to back to class. I slowly stood up then Yoseob tapped me on the shoulder then wrapped his arm around me and started whispering in my ear.

“Don’t worry about it Eun Miah, everyone had moments like that so don’t worry too much about it.”

“Yeah, but now all of you know it and I was really looking forward to do karaoke with everyone,” I dropped my head a little, “but now if we do I'll be to nervous to.”

“I don’t know if this helps but I could tell you something more embarrassing.” I looked up immediately and he looked at me and did a wink. By this time we were already standing outside the classroom so he said it quickly.

“ Well it’s not really me but of Kikwang but it’ll do okay,” I nodded my head, “ but the last time I made Kikwang dress up as a girl as wile he was doing karaoke, it was really funny but kind of scary at the same time he didn’t fuss about it.”

I started to laugh hearing this actually made me feel a bit better, “Oppa kamsahamnida, I feel better now.”

Then we both walked into class, Kikwang and Jaein were already in their seats, when I sat down Kikwang leaned over and asked if I was ok.

“Yeh I’m better now Yoseob-ssi told me something funny.”

I was still looking at my desk but when I looked u Kikwang was looking at me, maybe it was something that I said. Then I remembered what Yoseob said and I couldn’t help but giggle to myself.

“What? Is there something on my face?”

“ Anni, I just remembered something,” then I gave him an eye smile, and he blushed.

Class started not long after that and we were doing Maths, I still dread maths but since I started the tutoring lessons I’ve become a bit better though I’m still can’t understand much. During class I wrote a note and passed it to Kikwang who was sitting beside me.

 

Would we be able to do a tutoring lesson this afternoon I can’t understand anything that the teacher is saying please? I'll do anything please.

 

I know that I sounded despite in the note that I gave him but I really needed to pass, when he looked at the note he looked up and could see me struggling to understand I had my fingers in my hair with an extremely lost face. He smiled and replied to the note sending it back.

 

Yeah that’s fine I just have to do something first after school but wait for me at the park near our school I'll be there as soon as I can, I'll txt you, arraseo.

 

I read the note I was so happy that he could teach me today otherwise I'll be behind the whole class. The rest of the lesson felt like forever. Maths was the last lesson for the day so after class I went up to Kikwang and thanked him again, right after I thanked him I heard Jaein call my name out so I left him telling him not to forget. Then I went to Jaein.

I would never forget anything that would concern you; it’s just a pity that I can’t be with you right now since it’s my turn to clean the gym. Eun Mi-ssi I won’t make you wait long.

When I finally caught up with Jaein and we went for a walk towards the park, on the way there I asked her the same question that I always do.

“Jaein-ah why do you always reject the guys that say they like you?”

“That’s because I know that they only like my looks, the outside appearance not who I really am, the me on the inside. If I was only going for a guy to like me on the outside I could get whatever guy I like, see those group of guys over there I bet I could ask for a date with one of them and I will.”

I looked to the group of guys that were passing by I didn’t take that much notice of them though.

“Fine then why don’t you?” she just smirked then walked over to them.

 

Jaein’s POV

 

“Fine why don’t you?” I smirked at her I had the best idea I’ve had in a while.

I thought that since I can get almost any guy I want I'll try getting her on a blind date. I walked up to the group of guys, as usual one of them started to hit on me but I paid no attention to him.

“Hay beautiful want to go out with one of us?”

“I could consider a date with one of you but only if you would someone would be so kind to go on a date with a friend of mine.” They looked at me probably thinking if I was serious or not, until one of them answered.

“Fine I'll give it a shot it shouldn’t be that bad it’ll be a blind date sort of, my name’s Kai by the way.”

“Oh thankyou Kai-ssi, my friend’s name is Eun Mi. I was hoping that we all could go on date together.”

“That’s fine with us, so it’ll be all of us and you two right? “

“Yeah what if we all go in two weeks’ time to the amusement park, and work something out after then.”

“Sure sounds great.” By the sound of it they were all excited about it. Everything was organised now I had to tell Eun Miah about it.

This guy, Kai and his friends that agreed to the date with Eun Mi were all tall and handsome and by their uniform he went to a school nearby. They were all good looking but maybe that was all, either way I was able to make a blind date.

I walked back to where Eun Mi was and told her everything well just the details about the date and not to make any plans.

 

Eun Mi’s POV

 

Jaein just came back from where ever she just went to and told me that I have a blind date in two weeks’ time with a guy named Kai! Who is he? Well at least I didn’t have to worry of him not being not good looking because that’s how Jaein is she wouldn’t spend so much time talking to a guy that didn’t look at least a bit decent.

I stayed quite for a while to absorb everything that she said it came as a surprise she has never tried getting me a date before and it would be my first one so I was worried. Then I remembered something, I couldn’t believe I almost forgot.

“Jaein-ah, earlier today why were you so nervous when we were on top of the roof you didn’t talk much.” I looked at her and she blushed.

“Umm . . . Eun Mi-ah I think I might have actually fallen in love with one of your friends.”

I was so surprised, and since this was the first time I couldn’t help but ask.

“Who is it, Yoseob oppa or Kikwang-ssi?”

When Yoseob’s name was mention there was no response but when I said Kikwang’s her face turned a really bright red so that answered by question. Just to confirm I asked again.

“Is it Kikwang-ssi?”

“yeah I think I fell in love with him, I know that he is really good looking but there’s something about him that I really like but can’t put my finger on.”

When she confirmed that it was Kikwang I congratulated her on finding her first crush, she has never had one before. Then we said goodbye to each other since it was getting a bit late and she had other things to do.

A few minutes later Kikwang came, I was sitting on the swing deep in thought, my chest felt like something was broken, and it really hurt. I was so deep in thought I didn’t even notice when Kikwang came calling my name, then I felt someone push my swing which startled me. When I turned my head I saw Kikwang pushing the swing with a smile on his face. Seeing his smile for some reason made me feel better.

“Yah didn’t you hear me call your name?”

“Mianhae, I was thinking about something nothing serious, but can you stop pushing the swing how am I supposed to get off otherwise,”

“ Arraseo, I'll stop then we should go home and I'll teach you how to do what we did today in maths.”

“Ok thanks again.”

 


So heres the next chapter :D Its been a while since i updated but the internet has been playing up.

Hope you like this chapter.

Finally I have mentioned Kai and now you know a bit about Jaein.

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BabeThao
#1
please update
joyce_0502 #2
Chapter 28: Great story, thanks to the author!!!
galaxywixhes
#3
Chapter 28: This was such a good story, and I can't wait to read your future stories to come!
uniicorn #4
Chapter 26: PLEASE UPDATE SOON (:
galaxywixhes
#5
Chapter 25: Awww, poor Kikwang!
BabeThao
#6
Chapter 25: please update i love it
kpopspotlight10 #7
Chapter 23: MORE UPDATES PLEASE!!!!
kpopspotlight10 #8
Chapter 23: Ginseng why can't you see your hurting her!!!! WAHHHHHHH!!!!! :```(
BabeThao
#9
Chapter 23: it was awesome i want to read about kikwang
galaxywixhes
#10
Chapter 23: Awwww, Kai!!! And ugh, I had a bad feeling about her best friend.