I can't believe what I  just heard I thought I was just seeing things at first but then HOW AND WHEN did they start going out?! Jaein and Kikwang I mean?

I couldn't hold my feeling in I needed to leave I grabbed Yoseob oppa's hand and walked somewhere anywhere I needed to be away from them.

"Eub Mi," his voice so calm yet full of worrying. I stopped after walking a good distance away from them Yoseob turned me around to face him.

"Eun Miah I'm sorry you had to go through that I know how you feel towards him but I didn't want to say anything." He wrapped his arms around my bidy pulling me closer to him as I cried my eyes out.  I cried so much that I left a wet patch on his shirt. 

" Eun Mi it's ok "

" Andwae! it's not how could he ! He was the one that kissed me after I had that terrible exprience with that idiot Kai" my tears kept glowing from my eyes like a river that was endless.

" Yoseob I really like him but I didn't tell him I thought it would destroy our friendship that we already have." Yoseob pulled me away for a moment.

" Eun Mi I've known all along that you have like Kikwang more than a friend even though it hurt me a lot when I found out I had to hide my feelings knowing how you would react ." I looked at him, my face all puffed up from crying.

" You knew?" He brushed his hand against my face wiping my tears." When?"

"I was able to fully understand that day after Kikwang kissed you then how I kissed you afterwards." I looked at him weirdly.

" To put it simply you Carly conpletly different with each of our kiss, you followed through with him but when I tried to show you my feeling you in a way brushed if off."

i sat there trying to remember what he meant, after about 5 minutes of silence I finally remembered.

"oppa mian, mian I didn't know." I looked straight at his eyes.

" It's ok I made sure that you didn't know cause I knew you would act like this." He pulled me in closer to him  and caressed my head as he held it to his chest.

" Eun Mi let's go home" I nodded my head in agreement.

On the way home he walked around with his arm around my shoulder to make sure I was ok. When we arrived back home he took me up to my room and stayed by my side until I fell asleep. 

~the next morning~

"Nngg O oppa? He must have fallen asleep making sure I was  fine," I looked at his sleeping face.

i moved the strands of  loose hair that had fallen on his face, he looked so at peace that it made me happy that he was by my side. 

Yoseob oppa please stay like this and never change, if you were to leave my side now I don't know what I'll do now that Kikwang is all lovey dovey with Jaein.

I got of my bed and place a light blanket over him  I don't thinking he was able to sleep comfortably like that. 

~a couple hours later~

"Oppa! "

"Neh what's wrong Eun Mi? Is everything ok

"oppa I'm going to  go to the shop the to the park i'll be back later, arraso." I was back to my normal self .

" Arraso just be careful call me if anything weird happens" he stressed enough that it was obvious that he was still worried about me."

" Oppa I'll be fine." 

A few moments later I was at the shop in the cold section I turned around when I bumped into someone. 

" Awwh I'm sorry, I'm sorry I didn't mean to."

" No it's my fault I should have looked where i was going." we were both picking up the groceries that we dropped on the floor. I looked up and was surprised meanwhile the other person smirked.

" Oh so your not going to give me a proper hello?  Even after we shared that kiss?" 

" I don't want to remember that I hate you for that I'll never forgive you."

" I bet you ran away crying  after that to some guy." I thought of that made me froze all I could think about was Kikwang and the kiss we shared.

"ooh did I touch a nerve? Wae so quite now?

" SHUT UP WOULD YA I'VE HAD ENOUGH!!  Why do you even care if something happened Kai? When have you cared what happened to me?"