It's Hard To Be An Idol In A Relationship
So What If I'm Not Korean?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ReN0BDm-6k
''WELL GOODBYE THEN!'' I shouted and closed the door in his face.I never wanted us to argue again,but I don't think I was wrong all the way.It was his fault too!I had said the truth about my private life but him,no!He was expecting me to do it?What in hell was his problem?Well,I couldn't take it anymore!
~Earlier The Same Day.
I was at my dorm with the girls.We were watching TV.Suddenly,we found a B1A4 interview.
''So,JinYoung,what do you have to say about your new MV,Baby I'm Sorry?'' The presenter asked JinYoung.''I think that our hard work,made something really nice.I mean,it took us a lot of time to do it but in the end,we managed to make something really beautiful.'' He was smiling.
''Have you seen the MV,unnie?'' I asked Bom.''Aniyo.'' She answered and kept looking at the TV worried.*What's wrong with her?* I asked myself.
''And what about your kiss with the girl?It seemed really passionate.Didn't CL say something?'' My eyes widened.Which kiss?Which girl?
''That was one of my favourite scenes.'' My eyes widened even more.''OH REALLY?!'' I shouted.''Shh!'' Minzy said.Then he continued.''And about CL...it's a bit complicated.'' My breath became heavier.
''So you are not a couple anymore?'' He asked.''Not exactly.It's hard to be an idol and have a relationship.We're almost over..'' He continued.I was about to faint.''WHEN IN HELL DID ALL THIS HAPPEN?!AND I DIDN'T KNOW?!'' I shouted standing up and staring at the TV.
''Seems like all the other girls gotta get ready to catch this free fish.Hahahaha'' They all laughed but the rest of the members were looking at him confused.
CNU got up and asked to go to the toilet.Suddenly my phone rang.''MMM'' I said.''You saw it?'' It was CNU.''I DID!WHAT IN HELL IS WRONG WITH HIM?!'' I shouted.''I DON'T KNOW!'' He shouted back.
''H-H-He could just tell me that he wants us to be over!He didn't have to say it on TV!'' I face-palmed myself.''I don't think he really means it!'' He tried to defend him.
''I don't know!IF he tells anything about me tell him to not even DARE to come near me,not less than 20 metres,and that I don't want to talk to him EVER again!'' I shouted.''Wait,Chaerin--''
''AND THAT'S THAT!'' I shouted and hang up.
I sat down and closed my eyes,swearing under my breath.''Um,C-CL?'' Minzy said.''UGH!'' I shouted and returned to my position.''Better leave her alone.'' Dara whispered and they all went to our room,but kept an eye on me.
''There's NO WAY i'm going to forgive you this time!I HATE YOU!I TOTTALY TOTTALY HATE YOU!WERE OVER!FINISHED!FINNITO!NO!ANIYO DON'T EVER DARE COME HERE!I WILL CUT YOUR HEAD OFF!'' He had called me and I was shouting at him.
''Oh-oh,You think he'll come over?'' Dara said to the girls.''No good.'' Minzy said and the others nodded.''She's so gonna kill him.'' Bom said pulling her hair.
Suddenly the door bell rang.''GO AWAY!'' I shouted.''ANIYO!OPEN THE DAMN DOOR!'' He was shouting while hitting the door.I opened shouting.''YAH!STOP KICKING THE DOOR!''
''IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK!I DID IT BECAUSE--'' I cut his speech.''YOU ARE BORED OF ME!SAY IT!YOU WANT TO TRY ANOTHER ONE!A SKINNY !'' I shouted not letting him get in the dorm.
''NO!YOU ARE WRONG!'' He grabbed my arms.''AM I?!I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!GO AWAY!'' I pulled myself making him let go.
''SO YOU WANT ALL THIS TO END?!'' He shouted.''YES!I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!'' I pushed him out.''GOODBYE THEN.''
''WELL GOODBYE THEN!'' I closed the door in his face and began hitting it.I fell down and began crying.The girls ran to me and hugged me.
''Ani,CL!Stop crying!'' Minzy said rubbing my shoulders.''He doesn't deserve it!'' Bom almost shouted.''Remember how most of the boy groups reacted when they saw you?!You can choose between much more better than that fool!'' Dara added.
''She's right!'' Bom agreed.''You won't even cry!Nor write any song for him!'' Minzy added.
I just nodded.''A-Araso...'' I whispered.''NOT ARASO!SAY 'I WON'T'.'' Bom shouted.
''I-I won't...'' I said in a low voice.''Louder!'' Dara said.''I won't!''
''LOUDER!'' Minzy said and I shouted.''I WON'T!'' And the all hugged me.''That's our girl.''
''But I...I--'' I tried to say the truth.''Shh.'' Minzy closed my mouth.Suddenly,somebody knocked on the door.I strenched my arm and opened the door,still on the ground.I saw JinYoung looking at me with red eyes and tears all over his face.
''J-JinYoung?You didn't...leave?'' I asked surprised.He nodded and sat down opposite me.''How could I?I'm so sorry...I was a tottal fool...'' He tried to explain.''But it wasn't my idea.Our CEO told me to say so...He said that it would raise our fan numbers and stuff...i was a fool agreeing.I really am sorry!I'll clear everything!I'll say the truth...Please forgive me!'' He was crying.
I didn't know if I should or not believe him but I followed my heart.My heart was telling me to give him another chance...And I also wanted to do it...''Oppa...'' I said and flew in his arms.He hugged me back,tightly,whispering 'I'm sorry' in my ears.
''I promise that nothing like that will happen again.Never again.'' He was holding my face and I nodded.He kissed my nose and hugged me for once again.
After that he left.He had to go.
I didn't know If I should ne happy or sad or whatever i should be...I was just holding my chest,feeling my quick heartbeat.
''What can happen in 20 minutes?A break up and a relationship rebuilding...Whoa!'' Dara said with her jaw dropped.I just chuckled.''You really love him,don't you?'' Bom said hugging me.
''I...do...I can't just turn my back on him!He's my first love...my boyfriend for months now...the one who always protects me...the one who...'' I didn't know If I should tell them.''Who?'' Minzy asked confused.But they were my sisters after all right?''The one who took my ity...''
''Seriously?'' Dara asked with her eyes widened.''Is it so...bad?'' I asked worried.
''Aniyo!Of course not!'' Bom said smiling.''It's tottaly normal.'' I smiled and we all hugged each other for once again.
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I REALLY DIDN'T LIKE THIS CHAPTER TT^TT
It I know but my inspiration is gone for the moment!
Mianhe!I promise that the next chapters will be MUCH MUCH MUCH better<3<3
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