Time To Shine
So What If I'm Not Korean?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mAHD0aFt45A
Your POV,1 Week Later,Debut Day.
''Ok,girls.It's our time to shine!Take deap breaths and go out there!Break everything down!We can do this!'' I said trying to make the girls less anxious.I was anxious myself,but I knew we could do it.
We were different.We were the best!
''Let's go!'' I said and we got out on the stage.''Annyonghaseyo!'' I shouted from the microphone.''We are 2NE1!YG's new girl group!I am CL,2NE1's Leader and Lead Rapper!'' I continued.
''I am Bom!2NE1's main vocalist!'' Bom said after me.Then Minzy continued.''I am Minzy!2NE1's second rapper!'' And last but not least,Dara.''I am Dara!2NE1's second vocalist and 3rd rapper!''
''ARE YOU READY FOR THE B-E-S-T?'' I shouted and then we began singing.''NEGA JEIL JAL NA-GA!NEGA JEIL JAL NA-GA!NEGA JEIL JAL NA-GA!NEGA JEIL JAL NA-GA!JE-JE-JEIL JAL NA-GA!BEAT!'' We were dancing and singing,giving our best!
The audience was screaming our names,singing along.I checked the VIP seats and saw Super Junior -A new boy group in which Donghae was in-,BigBang,Brown Eyed Girls,Se7en,B1A4-They had debuted some days ago-,U-Kiss,CN Blue and many many others.
We were all waving at them and they were waving back while dancing along.Then,we reached my favourite part...
''What?You think that you are the best?No,no,no,no.Me,me,me,me.What?You think that you are the best?No,no,no,no.ME,ME,ME,ME!'' It was tottaly my FAVOURITE part!I loved dancing at that part.If only you could see how the boy groups were looking at me!Probably because I wasn't Asian.
When the song was finished,we could hear the audience screaming our names and shouting 'Nega Jeil Jal Naga'.We thanked them and continued to our next song.
''I GO BY THE NAME OF CL OF 2NE1!IT'S BEEN A LOT TIME COMIN',BUT WE'RE HERE NOW!'' I was nodding at the crowd to start clapping.''AND WE ABOUT TO SET THE ROOF ON FIRE BABY.You better get yours,CAUSE I'M GETTING MINE!'' And then we quickly gathered and began dancing.
''Eh,eh,eh,eh,eh,eh,eh~2NE1.Eh,eh,eh,eh,eh,eh,eh~You better ring the alarm.Eh,eh,eh,eh,eh,eh,eh~ We 2NE1.Eh,eh,eh,eh,eh,eh HEY HEY HEY HEY!''
It was tottaly awsome!After that,we sang 'Can't Nobody','Go Away','Lonely' and 'I Don't Care'.It was time for our last song,'Ugly'.This song always made me cry when we sang it,because it said exactly how I felt.
Especially back in Greece,I always felt uglier than anyone else,I felt like nobody wanted to love me.I wanted to be like all the others but now I have people who show me how beautiful I am inside and outside.
This song,was written by me...(Light Blue:You Pink:Bom Green:Dara Orange:Minzy Dark Blue:All)
I’m trying to smile brightly but
I don’t like it
I'm not pretty I'm not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2
I’m trying to sing but
No one is listening
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2
Why am I this ugly
What must I do for me to be able to smile brightly like you?
I’m getting angry again, why can’t I ever be perfect
I simply put the blame on my ugly appearance in this broken mirror
Don’t look at me, I hate this feeling right now
I want to hide away somewhere, I want to escape
This world is full of lies
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
Don’t tell me that you can understand me so easily
My ugly and crooked heart may even come to resent you
Don’t force me to talk, I’m not right for you
The cold thorns inside that patronizing gaze suffocate me
Don’t come closer, I don’t even want your concern
I want to leave away to somewhere, I want to shout out
This world is full of lies
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
All alone
I’m all alone x 2
There is no such thing as warmth
There is no one by my side
All alone
I’m all alone x 2
I’m always alone
There’s no such thing as warmth
Next to my side, there’s not even anyone to embrace me
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be prety
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
While singing it,I began crying again.We were finished and then the presenter approached us.
''Girls,I think you are a bomb in the kpop world!But let me ask you something,CL.Why did you cry now at this song and not in the whole concert?'' I took a deep breath and said smiling,while tears were still rolling on my cheeks.
''First of all,I am so happy for our debut.I'm glad I met three awsome,beautiful,talented and lovely girls which are like my sisters.'' We hugged each other.''I am so happy that this beautiful audience supports us and likes our music.Secondly,this song was written by me because that's how we all used to feel.We used to feel so ugly,so low-leveled.We were always all alone,and we bursted on ourselves.This song was written to show to the world that things aren't as nice as they seem.Life isn't easy.It never is.'' I explained while wipping my tears away.
''That's a really touching story...And of course a great song.Everyone,applause 2NE1!'' And the audience was clapping for once again.''You know CL,while you were singing,I was asking the other groups which were here about you.'' I smiled.''Oh,really?And what did they say?If I am allowed to know.'' We all laughed.
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