*Clarifications (Not Real Chapter)

Baby, I'm a Monster

So I got a lot of messages.. regarding the "beast" inside Yonghee.

So basically, just to clarify, the "beast" mentioned inside Yonghee.. is kind of like an alter ego to her character. Over time, throughout her childhood, Yonghee was ually assaulted (as stated in the story) by her father; consequently, as a result, this "evil" alter ego was formed. Yonghee, then, sort of gained a split personality disorder (kind of). This "evil beast" inside of Yonghee is like an abstract conscience that triggered Yonghee to kill all the men she did. Because of the trauma she suffered from being molested, Yonghee's "beast/evil side" made her commit the crimes she did -- why?

It was sort of like a vengeance based thing; a delusional fantasy. Because she was so severely affected by her father's acts of molestation, she began to believe that every man on the planet was like her father or was her father, and began to think that they would hurt her just like her father did. And so, to prevent from getting hurt again, Yonghee's alter ego makes her debut and commits these murders to "stop the men from trying to hurt her".

Basically:
Bang Yonghee is a crazy that is obviously very delusional, and severely delirious.
The "beast" is an alter ego to Yonghee.
Yonghee regains lucidity and is back to her "normal" self ONLY when she has flashbacks or when she thinks back to her past. Why is it only during these moments? Because these memories trigger a vulnerability inside of her, which triggers her alter ego to falter for only a short second. So that explains the tears and the bitterness that shows in Yonghee every time a flashback is mentioned.

I'll try to elaborate on this further as the story progresses.
I'm not a doctor.
Or a cop.
So just use your imagination and trust me.

Much regards
and seriously, sorry if it's so complicated (I don't want to lose subs omg I'm sorry)

iiBingeul.

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Baekna #1
Chapter 33: I like this story very I couldn't stop crying..sequel please?^^
numberseven
#2
Chapter 33: No matter how many times i read this i'll never get tired of it!
VocalPrincess
#3
Chapter 33: Enjoyed it! And i wanna say daehyun is such a sweetheart.
xxEXATOxx #4
this was beautiful..absolutely amazing. i admit, i was tearing up to so chapters because of all the emotions i felt in it. <3
blissfulrandom-words
#5
i read this a few months ago when i still didn't have an account and i've come back to subscribe and read it once again.
i really like daehyun's character here.
marz22 #6
My goodness, one of the best stories I've ever read. I want a guy like Daehyun!
qh3997
#7
Chapter 33: Holy hell... I was like "O.O" the entire time!
Somehow this reminded me of a Jonghyun fanfic that was written.
But it was about about e who was . The only reason why it reminded me so much of it is because your story, and that author's story are the only stories where the female lead is weak. not as in poor or hurt. but weak, like they have no more will power to move on.
very good story. it was refreshing to read :D
123smile4me
#8
Chapter 33: Daebak~! Why am I only finding this story now?! But I did finish this fic within a day^^ Really, it was amazing! I swear my emotions were all over the place with this fanfic! Awesome job author-nim!!
Forever_without_love #9
Chapter 33: This story was...I was...I have no words...just...fantastic...