_{Before anything else, I would like to apologize for not updating for approximately a month or so. I've been really really busy with school so yeah. And I needed inspiration to write so I've rewatched JJ couple's videos over and over again to continue what I've left you with.}

_{So, hang in there my dear readers.I'm gonna update because I really owe you.}

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A month later...

Living day by day,
clashing in this world
when these things get hard
Out of the countless people
You feel like you’re just one single person.

With lovely eyes, Looking at me
When I see your eyes, I feel special
When you hold me in your warm embrace,
All my wounds become healed

When we’re together
when we’re together
Everything becomes alright,
painful memories disappear
When we’re together
when we’re together
I become happy again,
I smile without knowing

Those lines, it felt as though the song writer caught my feelings oh so well and written exactly how I feel when she and I are together. I don’t know how and why but yeah, that’s the current state of my feelings right now. Anyway, this will be one of our official soundtracks for Dream high 2. It’s entitled, “Together”. We are now on the process of recording this beautiful song piece.  I’m happy that we’re finally back on track unlike the past shootings. To tell you honestly, this past month, I hated it. Jiyeon and I barely had any scenes that I liked. JB and Rian finally drifted away from each other. JB became like a puppy tailing Haesung almost all the time and pushed Rian to the depths of hell while Rian was on the brink of self-destruction because of how JB is treating her but thanks to Yoojin, she somehow managed to live better.

I’ve really missed JB and Rian interactions. I’m excited to have sweet scenes with Jiyeon. After polishing this recording, we will proceed to where Rian confronted JB in the hospital.

And if you’re wondering if Jiyeon and I are on that next level already, oh well, it’s a secret.  Don’t bash me, okay. It’s only a secret for now. I’ll tell you later. I have many things to tell you before that. First things  first, okay.

JR, well, he pursued Ailee! I know, he’s kind of thick-skinned, right? Were you shocked too? Well, too many things have happened that I didn’t even notice that my friend had special feelings with Ailee noona! Yay! I don’t know how he did it but believe it or not, they’re already dating. No one knows about it except the four of us, Ailee, JR, Jiyeon and I. We decided to keep it a secret ‘cause as you all know what happens next if it became a scandal or something.

Jinwoon hyung, oh Jinwoon hyung. He had been around Jiyeon lately, not only because they had to take lots of scenes together but you know he’s giving special attention to my Jiyeon. Oops. To Jiyeon, I should say.

Well, you got me there. Actually, Jiyeon and I, are exclusively dating. There. I said it. But I don’t like how Jinwoon hyung is giving her special treatment. I’m a very jealous guy. What if Jiyeon realizes that JInwoon-hyung’s a better catch, what happens to me then? Oh, that better not happen. Oh well. Thing is, Jiyeon always reminds me that he’s just a friend. So I’m still lucky, right?

 It may sound cheesy but I call her my jiyeon when there’s no one around but the two of us while she calls me oppa. Keke. Isn’t that nice to hear? And to her dearest fans, don’t worry, I’ll take care of her. And if you don’t approve of us, I don’t care, haha. I’m a bit bold, am I not? But yeah, I just don’t care anymore. All I care about now is my Jiyeon. Keke. And writer chan, forget about him, he had been dealt with by the director properly. He never appeared again on our set.

And Jiyeon, my Jiyeon, which is with me right now recording our song, she’s just the sweetest. She calls me every night just to tell me her schedule, ask my whereabouts and bid me goodnight. Y’know, we also share lunch behind backs of the people we knew. It felt challenging and adventurous when we entered this kind of relationship. Despite the risks, everything and everyday became more and more exciting for us. The only drawback is that our characters on dream high 2 went the wrong way. That’s why we’re both anticipating our next shooting because we’ll be taking a good one.

And Jiyeon’s voice.. the ringing of the bells, the opening of the heavens.. everything’s so bright when she’s singing. She is indeed an angel in disguise. I’m not even sure if I’m singing the right lines when she has started singing with me.

“JB, Rian. Get ready for the next taping ,” That’s our call from our director for the next shooting!.

Everything had been cleared and polished for the making of the hospital scene at episode 14. And so,

“Ready. Action!”

The director unmistakably instructed me to appear not so affected with Jiyeon’s play of emotions for the scene at the hospital but , why am I so damn affected? Man, this girl is one-of-a-hell, I mean, heavens, she’s an angel remember? Oh well, one-of-a-heaven-great actress! PD reminded me to just play a little bit of hurt but not shed a tear! Gawd, why am I tearing up?

“CUT!” yelled our director.

I knew it! I screwed up again! When was the last time I screwed up? It was so long ago that I barely even remember. But now, de ja vu. It happens all over again! AIshh. Jiyeon got me so affected with her acting skills.

“JB..” PD-nim’s voice trailed off. It looked like he felt de ja vu too where I’m unable to control my emotions especially with this type of scene and especially with Jiyeon.

“Sorry. PD-nim.I’m just a little bit of shaken. . I’ll do better now.”

“Okay. Take your positions then. Action!”

Jiyeon nodded as a sign of encouragement. I tried hard to follow what our director said and thank goodness, I managed to pull it off.

“CUT!” PD-nim casually shouted to finish the scene this time and fortunately not because of my NG.

I sniffed and felt the fluid welling up in my eyes. My reservations earlier are finally breaking. I’m going to tear up any minute now. Aish. I really have to control my emotions.

I looked down on the hospital’s bed side and found out that Jiyeon was still tearing up. My heart really ached seeing her like that. And so, I did the impossible and in front of everyone, I caressed her hair trying to comfort her, to ease away her pain. And not only did I pat her once, I did it TWICE. Whoa. I’m getting carried away again. I’m such a pabo. My mind’s telling me that this is all her acting but my heart don ‘t wanna let her cry like that especially since the scene we took is already done. I just don’t wanna see her cry like that. Damn it. My Jiyeon has that great effect on me. Oh my poor heart, what am I supposed to do with you? It’s still a mystery why no one has uncovered our secret yet.

After my gesture, which probably shocked her and everyone else on the set, she looked up to me. Instinctively, to avoid suspicions, I flashed her my toothy smile awkwardly. With that,we held our gazes for the briefest of seconds; I was the first one to look away because my heart was beating wildly. Not long after, she stood and got back to talk to our director about things I could no longer hear. My loud heartbeats drowned every little noise in the set which made it impossible for me to hear any sound that is produced in the set. Call me lunatic but it’s getting helpless. If this is what you call of being in love, I embraced the feel of it.

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