I realize..my feelings for you..
Hey! I’m the new girl!It's been about a week after B2ST left for their comeback, and today is the audition.
There's a lot of people waiting for their turn, some of them growing impatient. (me)
'Wuahhh~ I'm so nervous~othokkae?'
One by one been called, an a lot of them came out with a dissapointed face.
*Beep* Beep*
'Oh..I have a message...Its from Yoseob oppa'
"Hey! Did you sing yet?' He sent
"Anni~ There's a lot of people here. Its not even my turn yet" I replied
"Owh.. You must be nervous then. Gwenchana~ You're going to be great since I teach you one of my technique!" He sent
"I hope your technique work~" I replied
"Of course it will~ Wae? Dont you trust me? Then, I wont trust you either!! Blueekkk~" He sent and I giggle
"Ahhh~ Oppa mianhe~ Arraseo I trust you!" I sent
While I was texting Park Jaehyeon (the singer development) called me
"Kim Yunhi! It's your turn!" He shouted
"Dae~" I said
"Oppa~ It's my turn now. Othokkae?" I sent
"Good luck! Hwaitting!" He sent
I went into the room and I saw a camera facing the wall
"Stand there please" He said. I nodded and went to where he pointed
"Are you ready?" He ask and I nodded
He click start on the camera *Beep* and point at me, giving a sign to start
"Anneong haseyo~ Kim Yunhi imida!" I said and bowed
"Today I will sing 'Baby Baby' by 4MEN. I hope you will like it~" I said and smile
I start to sing
"Thank you~" I said and bowed. He stop filming
"Okay~ Tomorrow we will tellyour result" He said and I nodded. I bowed to him and said goodbye.
"I went out feeling a bit realive that it's all over. I went back to my dorm and relax, since I have nothing to do today.
Suddenly, I have the urge to stalk someone.
"Hurrmm...Who should I stalk?" I mumbled as I switched on my laptop.
"Then...Yang Yoseob" I said and start typing his name.
I found lots of search like 'Yoseob and IU' on Youtube.
It seems that he danced 'Marshmellow' with IU before.
I felt something in my heart, seeing them dancing together on stage.
'What is this? Jealousy?'
I touch my chest, feeling my heartbeat. It hurts
I scrolled down and saw the comments
'Yoseob must be really happy while performing this . He Really Like IU~~'
'ppl say that it's lucky for IU to sing with yoseob but for him, it's the other way around :))'
'ok..am i the only thinkin that Yoseob is so freaking happy to be with IU on stage..cuz most of us knows...*wink wink* Yoseob is IU's fan...keke'
'i think yoseob and iu would literally make the cutest couple in the world'
These comments really hit me. Reading those comments, I really wish they could say it was me and him.
I slapped my cheeks.
"No way... Do I..have a crush on him?" I mumbled
"Hahaha...No way.." I said and give a bitter laugh
"I need..to talk to someone about this!" I shouted and started to dialled G.na unnie number.
"Unnie~ Are you busy? I have something urgent to tell you~" I said as she pick up her phone
"What is it? Right now I have to do some shooting." She said
"Then, come to my place when You finish. If you can, come here palli~" I whined
"Arrasseo~ I see you at noon. Bye!" She said and hung up.
G.na unnie is like my step-sister. She knows about my parents and my background (even about my uncle). We sometimes speaks english to each other. Eversince I came back to Korea with my uncle, she was the first one to support my dream and have always been there for me when I needed someone. I trust her a lot, so I told her everything even my secrets and she wouldnt gossip about it to someone else.She's like a family to me.
=At noon (12:00pm)=
I heard the dorr bell and ran to open the door.
"Unnie~" I said as I opened the door.
She came in and sat on my couch.
"What is it that you need to talk about?" She ask as she put her handbag aside.
"T-that...It's about my feelings.. I dont really know what it is.." I said and sat next to her.
"ohh~ What did you feel? Did someone bully you?" She ask
"Anni~ I felt jealous.." I said
"Of who? your classmates?" She ask
"Anni..It's like this..I saw a guy I'm really close with and he hang out with other girl. Does that mean..I have a crush on him?" I ask nervously. She looked at me shocked!
"Who? Who? Why didnt you tell me this earlier?" She said and shakes my knees
"I just realize..this.." I said embarassingly
"What else did you feel? Did you feel like..you're incomplete without him?" She ask and I nodded
'Well, when he left to new york I always felt that something's missing'
"Did you feel like, you're more happier being with him?" She ask and I nodded.
"Did you stalk him just to know more about him?" She ask and my cheeks started to turned red when I heard the word 'stalk'. I nodded.
"What else did you feel?" She ask and poke my cheek
"Eversince he's gone to another country, I start to remember his cute face, his expression, his gentle touch and his aegyo voice..." I said with a smile. I started to remeber the time he sang 'baby baby', I really do miss his voice..
G.na unnie just stare at me with a smile on her face.
"You really like this guy..Tell me, who is it.." She said
"Urmm..t-that..i-its" i said nervously
"Just spill it out already~" She whined
I took a deep breath and let it out slowly and said
"Yang Yoseob"
She realize her feelings for him, Finally~
Don't misunderstand, It's not like I dont want Yoseob and IU to be together (well sorta)
They are a cute couple arent they?
I'm looking forward to the future~ I wonder who he would be married to..hehehe
Well, anyway..NEXT CHAPTER~
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