I realize..my feelings for you..

Hey! I’m the new girl!

It's been about a week after B2ST left for their comeback, and today is the audition.

There's a lot of people waiting for their turn, some of them growing impatient. (me)

'Wuahhh~ I'm so nervous~othokkae?'

One by one been called, an a lot of them came out with a dissapointed face.

*Beep* Beep*

'Oh..I have a message...Its from Yoseob oppa'

 

"Hey! Did you sing yet?' He sent

"Anni~ There's a lot of people here. Its not even my turn yet" I replied

"Owh.. You must be nervous then. Gwenchana~ You're going to be great since I teach you one of my technique!" He sent

"I hope your technique work~" I replied

"Of course it will~ Wae? Dont you trust me? Then, I wont trust you either!! Blueekkk~" He sent and I giggle

"Ahhh~ Oppa mianhe~ Arraseo I trust you!" I sent

 

While I was texting Park Jaehyeon (the singer development) called me

"Kim Yunhi! It's your turn!" He shouted

"Dae~" I said

 

"Oppa~ It's my turn now. Othokkae?" I sent

"Good luck! Hwaitting!" He sent 

 

I went into the room and I saw a camera facing the wall

"Stand there please" He said. I nodded and went to where he pointed

"Are you ready?" He ask and I nodded

He click start on the camera *Beep* and point at me, giving a sign to start

"Anneong haseyo~ Kim Yunhi imida!" I said and bowed

"Today I will sing 'Baby Baby' by 4MEN. I hope you will like it~" I said and smile

I start to sing

 

Iyureul mollasseo wae naega byeonhaenneunji
I don't know the reason why I changed
Hancham saenggakhaesseo, na mannan ihuro
I've been thinking for a long time, with many difficulties ahead
Na byeonhan geot gata, aju manhi mariya
I seem to be changing quite a lot, please end this oh~
 Inorae deullini oh
 Can you hear this song?
Niga neomu gomapjanha oh baby
You're so thankful oh baby
Niga neomu yeppeujanha oh
You're so pretty oh 
 
Nuneul ttel suga eobseo nae nunen neoman boyeo
There's not a thing that can stop me from looking at you
Neoman gyesok baro bogo sipjanha nan oh,  jeongmal oh baby
Only you I continuously see oh, it's true oh baby
 
I felt so nervous that I could DIE! Suddenly, his charming voice singing this song is inside my head. I felt like we are singing this song together, side by side. I felt at ease and sing my very best.
 
Haruga jinago 
The very next day 
Tto dasimannago, geureoda heeojigo
We meet again, after our break up
Tto dasi mannage doego neomu joheungeoya
We meet again, it's a good thing
Manyang utgiman hae ireon naega boini? woo baby
I still laugh like this, do you see? woo baby
 Niga neomu gomapjanha oh baby
You're so thankful oh baby
Niga neomu yeppeujanha woo
You're so pretty oh 
 
Nuneul ttelsuga eobseo nae nunen neoman boyeo
There's not a thing that can stop me from looking at you
Neoman gyesok barabogo sipjanha nan oh jeongmal
Only you I continuously see oh it's true
Nae haru haruga neomu haengbokhaeseo oh baby
Day to day, I'll be happy
Ireonnari kkeutnajil ankil modeunge da byeonhaji ankil
Things have changed
Niga neomu gomapjanha oh baby
You're so thankful oh baby
Niga neomu yeppeujanha oh 
You're so pretty oh
 
Nuneul ttel suga eobseo nae nunen neoman boyeo
There's not a thing that can stop me from looking at you
Neoman gyesok barabogo sipjanha nan oh jeongmal
Only you I continuously see oh it's true
Oh baby oh oh oh

"Thank you~" I said and bowed. He stop filming

"Okay~ Tomorrow we will tellyour result" He said and I nodded. I bowed to him and said goodbye.

"I went out feeling a bit realive that it's all over. I went back to my dorm and relax, since I have nothing to do today.

Suddenly, I have the urge to stalk someone.

"Hurrmm...Who should I stalk?" I mumbled as I switched on my laptop.

"Then...Yang Yoseob" I said and start typing his name.

I found lots of search like 'Yoseob and IU' on Youtube.

It seems that he danced 'Marshmellow' with IU before.

I felt something in my heart, seeing them dancing together on stage. 

'What is this? Jealousy?'

I touch my chest, feeling my heartbeat. It hurts

I scrolled down and saw the comments

'Yoseob must be really happy while performing this . He Really Like IU~~'

'ppl say that it's lucky for IU to sing with yoseob but for him, it's the other way around :))'

'ok..am i the only thinkin that Yoseob is so freaking happy to be with  IU on stage..cuz most of us knows...*wink wink* Yoseob is IU's fan...keke'

'i think yoseob and iu would literally make the cutest couple in the world'

These comments really hit me. Reading those comments, I really wish they could say it was me and him.

I slapped my cheeks.

"No way... Do I..have a crush on him?" I mumbled

"Hahaha...No way.." I said and give a bitter laugh

"I need..to talk to someone about this!" I shouted and started to dialled G.na unnie number.

"Unnie~ Are you busy? I have something urgent to tell you~" I said as she pick up her phone

"What is it? Right now I have to do some shooting." She said

"Then, come to my place when You finish. If you can, come here palli~" I whined

"Arrasseo~ I see you at noon. Bye!" She said and hung up.

G.na unnie is like my step-sister. She knows about my parents and my background (even about my uncle). We sometimes speaks english to each other. Eversince I came back to Korea with my uncle, she was the first one to support my dream and have always been there for me when I needed someone. I trust her a lot, so I told her everything even my secrets and she wouldnt gossip about it to someone else.She's like a family to me.

 

=At noon (12:00pm)=

 

I heard the dorr bell and ran to open the door.

"Unnie~" I said as I opened the door. 

She came in and sat on my couch.

"What is it that you need to talk about?" She ask as she put her handbag aside.

"T-that...It's about my feelings.. I dont really know what it is.." I said and sat next to her.

"ohh~ What did you feel? Did someone bully you?" She ask

"Anni~ I felt jealous.." I said

"Of who? your classmates?" She ask

"Anni..It's like this..I saw a guy I'm really close with and he hang out with other girl. Does that mean..I have a crush on him?" I ask nervously. She looked at me shocked!

"Who? Who? Why didnt you tell me this earlier?" She said and shakes my knees

"I just realize..this.." I said embarassingly

"What else did you feel? Did you feel like..you're incomplete without him?" She ask and I nodded

'Well, when he left to new york I always felt that something's missing'

"Did you feel like, you're more happier being with him?" She ask and I nodded.

"Did you stalk him just to know more about him?" She ask and my cheeks started to turned red when I heard the word 'stalk'. I nodded.

"What else did you feel?" She ask and poke my cheek

"Eversince he's gone to another country, I start to remember his cute face, his expression, his gentle touch and his aegyo voice..." I said with a smile. I started to remeber the time he sang 'baby baby', I really do miss his voice..

G.na unnie just stare at me with a smile on her face.

"You really like this guy..Tell me, who is it.." She said

"Urmm..t-that..i-its" i said nervously

"Just spill it out already~" She whined

I took a deep breath and let it out slowly and said

"Yang Yoseob"

                                                                                                                                                                      

She realize her feelings for him, Finally~

Don't misunderstand, It's not like I dont want Yoseob and IU to be together (well sorta)

They are a cute couple arent they?

I'm looking forward to the future~ I wonder who he would be married to..hehehe

Well, anyway..NEXT CHAPTER~

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SaranghaeJiSica
#1
Chapter 51: Unnie..You make me cry at the end..T_T .. Your story is DAEBAK !!!! I think my eyes is red now..I will support you !! Fighting !!
JuminelfBEBS13
#2
Chapter 51: Eonnie I like it promise hahahaha i was like squeeking sometimes when there are kisssing and jealous scene hahahaha love it eonnie =)
ucubaaaby
#3
Chapter 51: too sweet, like it so much :'
KellyKiller #4
Chapter 51: OMB THIS IS AWESOME!!!! I LOVE THIS STORY!!!!!........
allkpop55
#5
Chapter 51: :D just finished reading it in 2 days keke omo!!! this was daebak srsly!! I cried a lot at the end because of the accident and the USA thingy but now there married eepp!! keke :) <3 yay! sequel? *subscribed btw*
ellamae_10
#6
Chapter 51: Make a sequel please...
seungcoups
#7
Chapter 51: wow... what an awesome ending!! >.<
Fluffydar #8
Chapter 51: Love this story~
it's beautiful story
if I become a singer and my boyfriend is a singer
I WANT MY PROPOSAL LIKE THAT!!!!
thankyou heaps Author-nim for writing an Daebak story
claudiamacy #9
Chapter 51: thanks for finishing the story, is amazing