Early in the morning, I woke up from a noise that occurred out of his room. I slowly opened my eyes and looked through his room. The sun was already up and the temperature rose a little.

I the blankets on me and noticed that Jinyoung was leaning with his head on my shoulder while he had wrapped his arms tightly around my waist. He breathed calmly, a sign that he was still sleeping. I slightly turned me around and looked at his face that was very close next to mine.

He had his eyes closed and I couldn't help but to his cheek. From his jawline to the tip of his nose where he had scrunched it up a little from the tickling of my finger. He slowly opened his eyes and moaned a little.

He moved his body a little before looking at me with those sweet eyes. 'Hmm... Why are you up so early?' he asked me with a whisper. I smiled and his cheek again.

(Imagine yourself as the pillow he has been hugging on this pic ^^)

'Hmmm... Tell me.' he muttered while he the side of my face with a smile. I blinked with my eyes and wrapped my arms around his waist under the blankets. Upon my action, Jinyoung smiled amused and bent in to kiss me lightly.

He then raised his head up to the clock on his nightstander. He sighed and laid down on my shoulder with his head.

'You woke me up too early...' he whined softly. I chuckled and his hair. 'We need to go to school.' I muttered with a morning voice.

Jinyoung chuckled and looked at me. 'You have a morning voice.' he teased. I slit my eyes and smirked. 'You too.'

Jinyoung didn't know what to say but just smiled. He bent in again and kissed the place near my jawline and traced with his finger across my neck. He stopped with the tip of his finger when his finger hooked into my necklace. He lightly pulled onto it and smiled.

'I was surprised that you would wear my necklace for that long.' he told me without looking at me. I smiled and took the necklace over from him. 'Why not?' I asked him. Jinyoung shrugged his shoulder and then kissed the nape of my neck.

'I didn't expect that I would mean so much for you.' he whispered to my skin. I laid my head a more back from the ticklish feeling of kisses.

But then Jinyoung moaned and dug his face into his blankets. I looked at him confused and smiled playfully. 'What's wrong?' I asked him.

Jinyoung shook his head and pouted. 'Why is it, everytime when we are close to each other, I always do these kind of things.' he told me. I raised my eyebrow and looked at him puzzled. 'What things?' I asked him.

Jinyoung blushed while looking away and then smirked. 'What have we been doing then?' he asked me.

I grew flustered when I got the hint. I lightly slapped him and rolled me over him a little. 'Then haven't you done these things before with Yoona?' I asked him. 'I mean, you guys are dating for almost a lifetime according to Kwangmin'.

Jinyoung blushed and took my face between his hands. 'Like I said yesterday to him, I can't even bring myself to sleep next to her. How could we even have...' he trailed off and didn't mention the word. 'But when I'm with you, it's like I can do everything. You have something that attracts me. (No it's not the xD)' he told me.

I raised my eyebrow and pushed him down. 'Yah, you're so cheesy in the morning.' I said but I couldn't help but to feel flattered by him. I quietly giggled and Jinyoung noticed that. I sat up right and Jinyoung rapidly clung onto me, giving me a back hug.

'Where are you going?' he asked me. I shook my head and smiled. 'I need to get ready for school.' I told him.

Jinyoung still held onto me and hesitated. 'Well, about that...' But I cut him off.

'By the way, what did you tell Yoona yesterday about not sleeping with her?' I asked him curiously. Jinyoung laughed and kissed my cheek. 'I told her that I would be spending a night with my beloved one.' he teased. I pouted and slapped him. 'Aishhh... Don't be sooo cheesy!' I warned him.

Jinyoung smirked and kissed my lips. 'Alright, I told her that I would be staying the night over with a friend of me.'

'So you mean, that she doesn't know you are here?' I asked him while raising a eyebrow. Jinyoung nodded and smiled.

'What about Kwangm-'

'Told him the same.' he said, interrupting me.

I nodded and put my cheek against his. 'Hey, there is something that I want you to know.' I began.

'Which is?' he asked.

'You were jelly yesterday~' I sang, trying to . Jinyoung laughed and shook his head. 'No, I wasn't.' he neglected.

I looked at him with a smirk. 'You weren't? Then why didn't you let Kwangmin sleep next to me?' I asked him suspiciously. Jinyoung gulped and blushed. 'Well, as a doctor, I shouldn't allow a boy and a girl sleep in one bed if they aren't dating.' he told me and was proud that he could come up with something like that afterwards. I looked at with a smirk.

'Just admit it, Jinyoung, the boy whom I have an with is jealous over someone who's way younger than him.' I . Jinyoung pouted and shook his head stubbornly. 'I wasn't jealous~, it's just, Kwangmin, I,...' he began to stutter.

I looked at him expectanlty with a smirk but he couldn't say anything. He gave up and looked at me sadly.

'Aww, my boy is sad.' I teased. Jinyoung looked extra sad and blinked with his eyes and pouted.

I chuckled and tilted his chin with my finger. 'I didn't know that you were a jealous type.' I whispered.

Jinyoung smirked and leant closer. 'I'm not but I can't tolerate it if a boy or a guy touches my girl.' he smirked before giving me a long and passionate kiss.

(....)

'Wooh, Jinyoung, you're early up.' Yoona shouted from the doorway as Jinyoung entered his house. I laughed to myself as I thought about this morning. He escaped his house through a window and walked past his garden to pretend he had just arrived from his night with his friend.

I smiled and took some cornflakes into my bowl. Yoona gave Jinyoung a kiss and then joined me at the table. From far away, I could hear Kwangmin walking down the stairs with heavy steps that made Jinyoung shout at him for being a lazy pig and that his stairs would break if he continues walking like that.

I put a spoon of cornflakes into my mouth until Yoona started talking. 'Hey, if you don't have anywhere to go, you can stay with us.' Yoona told me. I almost choked onto my food as I remembered what the reality was. My mom left me. A feeling of despair went through me and turned my stomach upside down.

I was so in heaven with Jinyoung this morning that I forgot about the issue of my mom. I coughed and Yoona gave me a napkin and a glass of water.

'I'm so sorry that I brought those things up.' Yoona apologized. I shook my head and stood up. I went to stand behind the sink and leant my body against it while I continued to cough. I clenched my hands against the sink and stared at it bluntly. I could feel someone patting my back.

'She is right. What do I need to do now my mother is gone?' I thought panicked. Kwangmin leant down and looked at me. '____~ah, are you having a panick attack?' he asked me.

'N-No, w-why?' I asked him. Kwangmin blinked with his eyes and looked at me. 'You are panting very hard.'

I looked surprised and didn't even realize that I was panting. I tried to slow down my breath but the more I tried, the more I just kept on breathing. I clenched me onto the sink while Kwangmin held my arm.

'O-Oh, n-no, w-hat, do, I do?' I asked through my panting. My head began to black out but I tried to remain awake.

'Calm down.' Kwangmin told me. I shook my head and looked at them shocked. 'What if I die? What if I lose everything? What if I lose EVERYONE?' I thought shocked.

Yoona went to stand next to me and tried to calm me down. 'Everything is alright, just calm down.' she told me. I rolled with my eyes and began to close my eyes. Jinyoung stood in front of me and put a bag in front of my mouth.

'_____~ah, breath deep in.' I heard his voice echo in my head. Everything began to dizzle in front of me and I had problems with keeping my eyes open but the paper bag helped. 

I breathed in and out and I slowly could feel myself become calmer. And finally the bag disappeared and I could see everything clearly.

'Woah, You shocked me!' Kwangmin said while he embraced me. I smiled weakly and hugged him back while I stared dumbfounded through the room. Jinyoung walked over me and checked my eyes with a light.

'You're fine.' he told me.

I nodded and smiled weakly while I looked away. Something told me that there is something wrong with me and if I say wrong, I mean serious wrong that could change my future.

Lalalalalalala.... ^^ I left a clue there,

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