Regret
I need you, my other half.
“Kai?” I shook the other’s body furiously. He moved a bit, showing that he was still conscious after the hard hits he received from Luhan Hyung. I don’t even bother to look for Hyung after what I did to him, because I think what I did was right. Luhan Hyung was too much! He shouldn’t do to this extend. He doesn’t even have proof that Kai did this, which, I doubt Kai did.
“Are you okay?” I asked, lifting his head, landing it on my laps. He formed a small smile, obviously trying to hide the pain. I couldn’t help but to cry a bit as he whispered, “I’m good.”
“I’m sorry for what Luhan Hyung did. He was a bit..” “it’s okay. I’m okay.” He said, as he turned his face to my stomach, breathing hard.
“He was saying weird things.. I can’t stop him..” I said as I caressed Kai’s hair softly. “it’s not weird, Sehun.”
“What do you mean?” I said, still caressing his hair. “Luhan Hyung was right.”
“J-Jongin? You did this?” I stopped caressing his hair, cupping his face so he looked at me directly. Did he really do this? Did he really separate us?
“Sehun-ah. Listen to me.” he said as he sat up, holding both my hands. I refused, pushing him slightly away. I couldn’t believe it. Luhan Hyung..
“You really really did this, Jongin?” “No! Sehun! I didn’t!” he shouted, denying with all his might. I sighed in relief, knowing I was right after all. He grabbed my hands once again, and I locked my hands with his.
“I knew who did this. But I swear to you, I didn’t do this.” Kai looked at me, his eyes were shown sincerity. I nodded weakly. “Who did this, Jongin? Tell me.” “I-I can’t.” “Why?”
He sighed out loud. “I- I just can’t. I don’t want to hurt you, Sehun. I don’t want to hurt anybody. I rather keep this to myself. Please, don’t be mad at me.” I nodded again, hugging him tight. “It’s okay, Jongin. It’s okay.”
After a while, Kai lay on my laps again. We both kept silent, I just caressed his hair softly. “You should go and find Luhan Hyung, you know.”
“I bet he’s mad. He wouldn’t want to see me.” “why don’t you tell him I know about you guys dating?” I sighed loudly. “I-I don’t know..”
“most probably because you still enjoy doing skin ship with me, huh?” Kai chuckled. I laughed a little. “Maybe.”
“Don’t make me regret, Sehun-ah.” I looked at him, as he my face with his hands.
“Don’t make me regret letting you go.”
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