this is what ive been dreaming of since the day that ive become a fan girl. although this is all ive been looking forward sice i got here i didnt expect that this would actually happen. thanks to this contest i am now infront of my idols especially my bias downgwoon. i cant believed that im just a few inches away from him and im actually looking at him straight to his eye. i guess he noticed that i wasnt moving at im just looking at him because he suddenly smiled at me. i was in shocked i really didnt know what to do. i can feel my hands getting wet and my face getting hotter, its like i suddenly have a fever. i was distracted by someone beside me, it was my friend or should i saw my opponent kevin. were the last remaining contestant. he pinched my arm and thats when i noticed that all beast members was looking at me. doojoon suddenly ask me.

he was worried about me because i was really sweating to death eventhough it was so cold.

"neh. chajinaessoyo" - i said and smiled 

i guess it didnt satisfied him because now he's heading towards me. he looked at me closely and put his big hand at my forehead as if he's checking my temperature. i was slightly shocked because of what he did. i step back and glanced at dongwoon. i saw his angelic face and he seems confused. i looked back at doojoon, i saw him smiling and said

"i thick youre just suprised to see us. relax, arasseo? " and tap my shoulder.

i just bow down and he moved back to his position and started introducing themselves as if we didnt know they're BEAST.

"ANYONGHASSEYO. WE ARE SO BEAST-HAMNIDA" they all said

"as you all know your just one more closer on becoming a trainee here at cube" - junhyung said. i think he is quit stubborn and snobbish at first sight.

"were here to congratulate you because youve made this far" - yoseob added. he is quite nice because from the moment that he entered the room until now he is still smiling.

"also were here to give you your last mission" - hyunseung added. when i saw him i cant describe him.

"neh. this will be the last and this time its the special stage" - gikwang also said.

he was just standing still. he was very polite and well mannered if you ask me. suddenly i saw dongwoon at gikwang's back  and started to tickle him because he is too serious. doojoon laughed and said

"i hope you too do your best and show us what you got, we will be watching with 4minute and G.Na. were really looking forward working with either one of you. "then he glanced at me. 

"neh. kure. we wish you a goodluck and hwaiting!" - dongwoon said and raised both of his hands.

honestly i didnt understand what are they saying because i was so focused at dongwoon.

"kamsahamnida. we will definitily do our best. its such and honor talking to you guys" - kevin butted in and bow down  

he look at me and gave me a glanced which say that im next. i guess its time for me to make a speech but im speechless at that moment. all of them are now looking at me even downgwoon. i cant managed to think now speak. then junhyung said

"well? arent you ganna talk?" he is somehow arrogant i think.

"yeah. relaxed will you? were not going to eat you or something. yoseob added then they all laughed.

i breath in deeply and finally managed to say something.

"mianhe. im just freaked out that your infront of me and talking to us.please forgive my behavior, choesonghamnida. even though you have a very busy schedule, youve managed to go here just to give us our last mission and some encouragement. we really appriciate it, kamsahamnida." and bow at them as much as i could. gikwang suddenly laughed and said

"i think we found a beauty here" while im still bowing at them 

"its okey you can stand up now. you dont need to do that" doojoon added

"well its time for us to go now" - hyunseung said

"let us give you a hug" yoseob added.

one by one they hug the two of us. the first one to hugged me was yoseob because he was the one near at me then hyunseung which is quite uncomfortable i think, gikwang, junhyung which finally smiled towards me and tapped my back, then doojoon. his hug was tight plus he putted his hand at my head and said 

"i hope you'll show us a great performance" and smiled.

then its time for dongwoon to hug me. he hugged me also tightly but not as much as doojoon, he smiled at winked at me. i can feel that i blushed at what he did thats why i just look down on the floor. i cant managed to be embarassed infront of them. they all bow down and walk through the door. i was paralyze for a moment then slapped my face just to be sure that this wasnt a dream. thankfully it wasnt. our house manager/manager ma was laughing at me said 

"i think you weirded them out, especially junhyung thats why he was quite arrogant.'

"choesonghamnida sunbaenim" - i said

"what happened to you anyway?" kevin asked

"fan girl" i replied

" i knew it, gi kwang was right" -manager ma said and laughed out loud. i just bow my heas because of embarassment

"aish. its normal. but common get your self together" - kevin said and putted his arm around my shoulder.

"cheer up its okey that happens, come on lets go home now" - manager ma

i just smiled. we walked back to our house. my mind was still floating around all night i actually didnt sleep thinking what just happened and wish that i hope it wont be the last.