Diary Entry 33.

Chasing the Wind
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Diary Entry 33.

 

 

Life is just an endless cycle in the end is it not? Try as hard as I may to escape and embark on a new path, every time I unknowingly find myself facing yet again the same cliff edge.

 

Should I jump?

Should I stay there?

Or should I turn back?

 

                    But what will there be awaiting for me once I turn back?

                    Am I allowed to turn back?

                    Am I even able to turn back?

 

I thought that I had reached the point in life where I could enjoy small moments of stability and sense of being content with life. I thought I had reached the point in which I could let down my defences ever so slightly and allow myself the luxury of peace. I thought I could finally sit back and not have to fight for my sanity during every step of my passage through life.

 

But I am still scared.

 

What if it all comes crumbling down again?

 

What if I fall down yet again?

 

What if… if works out this time?

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AiiSoo #1
Chapter 70: Aww. It’s a pity that their sweet moments are only in the last 2 chapters.
This is a good read too. Like all the other stories you’ve written here..! I seriously hope that more people will read your writings.
Daepits #2
God this is such a good fic because I can’t seem to move on from this. I shall reread this fic forever and ever :D thank you for writing such a wonderful story <3
cheonchoni #3
Chapter 70: Your stories are my comfort place •́ ‿ ,•̀
cheonchoni #4
Chapter 70: Your stories are my comfort place •́ ‿ ,•̀
cheonchoni #5
Chapter 36: Eyyy mark, be careful dude.
cheonchoni #6
Chapter 24: I think 'him' is jin. Might be wrong tho
NoraMyFics #7
Chapter 70: When I was suggested to read this story, I thought maybe I'll read it in few days, I certainly didn't expect myself to check it out immediately the next day and especially finish it in one go. It is really incredible and this makes me think of what kind of crap I've been after all this while, all these years, wasting 90% of time reading those many not so good stories just to fill the numb feeling that never goes away. This one is clearly, different one, at least to me. Makes me wonder if I would ever go back to reading those few silly ones I've been reading till now. Thanks for the story, even though this got me into lot of thinking, especially those diary lists, So full of life expressions, the longing, holding on and then realizing, moving forward towards serenity where the hope of living again stood. Simply amazing and wonderful and marvolus. Thank you for the story.
KimHyeJoo #8
Chapter 70: This story need more reader, seriously
This is wonderful!! :))
momoxia #9
Chapter 70: I loveee this story! I like the words and phrases you've chose, and the way you serves the plot, and the most important thing you did well by making the background of this story not-so-westernish (i mean the culture). Im sorry if I'm lacking in describing this :") but the thing is i loveeee this story!! You deserve the stars!
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