Diary Entry 20.
Chasing the Wind
I need to move on. I have to move on. But how do I move on? I can’t simply cut all my communications with you. I can’t simply erase your existence from my life. I can’t simply ignore you. What do I do? I am stuck. I am suffocating. I cannot breath. Help. Someone, please help, take me away from this pain.
Please just get out of my mind. Please mind erase. Erase it all; your touch, your breath, your voice, you gaze, erase it all from my mind. Make my body forget the sensation of your warmth. Please, just leave me already. Show some mercy and leave me alone already. Why is it so hard? Why is it so ing hard? Please, leave me alone already. Please heart, stop resisting, listen to logic and let it go, let it all go. I have had enough. Please, mind, body, heart, move the on already. Drain these useless emotions away, shred it, destroy them, get rid of them forever. Let me move on already. Please. I get you. Please. Let me move on.
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