Diary Entry 11.
Chasing the Wind
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Diary Entry 11.
But what am I?
Who am I?
What is my true self?
Who knows.
I don’t.
No one knows.
But I just want to be free. Free from this agonising sense of loss. Free from the hold that you still have on me. Free from this pretence of me being ok.
I just want to feel something other than this. I fear that I don’t have enough self control for all this. I need something, anything to distract me. Right now.
Wow, what a state I am in. I no longer have any reason to resist the impending loneliness. I no longer have you to hold onto. What do I do? What should I do? How should I survive? How will I survive? Will I survive?
Guess it’s time to start searching and improvising.
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