Diary Entry 22.
Chasing the Wind
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Diary Entry 22.
What am I doing? What do I want? What should I do?
I am scared.
I fear the unforeseeable future.
I despite this sense of unease.
I am scared. I am scared less of being hurt again. Love is just too big of a burden. I have enough going on in my life, I do not need to burden myself more by useless emotions such as love. Trusting others, loving others, it is simply too tiring. With the way I am now, I will never be able to love someone whole-heartedly or without being eaten alive by fear and uncertainty. With the way I am now, no one would be able to or willing to love me. With the way I am now, I am simply a flawed human being. So why even bother trying?
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